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My Journey Begins... (Caution: This blog contains very explicit descriptions)
AN OVERVIEW:
I started my sexual journey as a divorced person, about 10 years ago, which is quite a trip in itself! After getting over the worst part of being “single again”, I realized there was allot to be said for being alone! Although I do get lonely sometimes, I am now able to fully explore my sexuality and my other interests without any of the hindrances of being married! Being retired, I now have all the time I want to pursue my passions!
I have tried a few things: Meditation for relaxation, Buddhism out of curiosity, ALL kinds of sex toys, on-line dating, “E-stim”, the “Aneros”, the “Slightest Touch” device and now I have finally discovered what I have been searching for! It is KSMO, my entry-way to the world which I seek, and it was worth the wait! I am “re-wired” and enjoying this exciting journey!
I will spare you through the first few years listed above and just start my BLOG with the discovery of the Anerose device and their Forum… The Aneros Forum is where my training and “rewiring” began, for MMO’s! As outlandish as their claims sounded, I was so excited by the posts on their Forum, I decided to order this alien-looking device! I had to get over the initial shock to my male, hetero-sexual ego! I was about to embark on an adventure that included inserting a weird-looking plastic device, where no man or woman had gone before!
The following sections will consist of condensed versions of posts, information and just my thoughts from my time spent in the Aneros Forum, my transition period from Aneros to KSMO and now that I am enjoying some degree of success here with the KSMO protocol. I’ve never done a BLOG, so if my format is a little strange, that’s the way I tend to do things. I usually do just what feels right and good for me…
Note: My pages below are just a few of the high points from my journey to the initial "Gates of KSMO protocol".
The Aneros Days…
For the first 7 or 8 months I only had p-waves and some involuntaries to report, but they were getting stronger and stronger with time. As I have said before, I am retired so I have plenty of time on my hands, so I read and studied the threads and analyzed my own feelings for months! (thought about quitting a couple of times too, but the threads at the Aneros Forum were too realistic to be false and I knew there was something valuable there that I just had to have!)
At 8 or 9 months I think my re-wiring was pretty much completed and suddenly all the things I studied and that didn’t quite work for me, now worked really well! (I think that when your body is ready “it’s just ready” and not until then!) You can’t force it…believe me I tried and failed many times! Anyway, I eventually had mini-Os, then Super-Os (I think they call them FBMO’s here???)
Strangely and with great amazement, after a few weeks of celebration and bliss and O’s of course, I started having what I called “Chair Orgasms” having my morning coffee in front of my computer! Every morning then and ever since, I have orgasms of various strength and duration that average a half-hour to an hour in session length total, by doing absolutely nothing! One after the other and some are of very different kind, and all are really amazing!
I knew that Brian and others on the Forum had started with KSMO and then crossed over to Aneros; but then lately others that started with Aneros are now here at KSMO as well. So I also started my KSMO training here, because I had the feeling I might be able to leap from my “Chair Orgasms” to KMSO and then broaded and deepen my experiences! Right now I am trying to sort out the different types of orgasms and enjoy them all, but keeping in mind that I need to keep Aneros and KSMO training totally separate for now! Ultimately, I would like to be proficient at KSMO and just use the Anerose for a change of pace, when I feel like a change.
Since then I have found this to be true and that my “Chair-Orgasms” are actually the same orgasms I am learning from KSMO training, but less far-reaching in scope? I feel the answer is that KSMO will allow me to vastly expand on these and get to a much higher level than I now know, a level that I cannot even imagine at this point… Let’s hope so, Eh!
Hlaser
The Transition from Aneros to KSMO Days…
A Post:
Hey All!
I notice familiar names from the Anerose Forum here. Makes one feel a little more at home, since this is my first post…
I am an Aneros user of 1 year now and have many satisfying Super-Os (MMO, as they are called on Aneros Forum) However, during the last few months I have been able to have MMOs just sitting in front of my computer, sipping my morning coffee without any equipment or efforts on my part (PC crunches, etc.)!
Brian and others on the Aneros Forum seem to have started with KSMO and later added the Aneros experience. Now I see a trend on the Forum where Aneros users are adding the KSMO method (as I have), to our MMO tool box, so to speak...
I am hoping to get a better handle on my MMOs with KSMO training and hopefully enhance the overall experience???
I have the same questions as "Puzzler" plus a couple of my own. I can limit my Aneros sessions for now, to 2 times a week, but I have my non-Anerose “chair sessions" going on all week long. (can't really stop these...) I did my first listening session to the CD last night and immediately got involuntaries and "P-waves"!
Wow! Is this normal??? I know allot of the things you mention on the CD, I can totally relate to from my non-Aneros MMOs...
It's hard to figure out just where I started out on this new and exciting quest of yours! Do I just ignore everything I know and take on the mind-set of a complete novice and move forward slowly or use some of what I already feel? Probably can't stop these good feelings, anyway! I think I’ll vote for the old saying: “What feels good, trumps ALL else” and go with that!
Any input is very appreciated!
Thanx in advance,
Hlaser
The beginning of the KSMO Days…
Now that I have crossed-over Primarily to the practice of KSMO, at least for now, I am hoping that the more “natural” approach of KSMO will increase over-all intensity and make my orgasmic experience more natural and less “device-driven”…
A post: from “Success Stories and CONGRATULATIONS from the KSMO Forum:
Well All!
I have just experienced my first “Official” totally KSMO session with FBMOs!
Until now I have mostly been doing a hodge-podge of Aneros, my “Chair Orgasms” (where I just sit in my chair and they just happen on their own and then I add some visualizing and belly breathing, to ramp them…)
(This is with no devices or vocalizations or any KSMO protocol…)
LET ME PREFACE THIS BY SAYING: I started doing KSMO and Anerose on different days…Aneros a couple of times a week and KSMO every other day for the rest of the week. (My chair orgasms just happen without warning in the morning, while having my coffee, as they did this morning!)
ANY WAY: Suddenly, it hit me this a.m., that I could build on the "Chair Orgasms" with the KSMO! Then, as luck would have it, I started having contractions and p-waves! These sometimes lead to FBMOs, but I decided to slap in the 20 min. KSMO Protocol disc and just start doing Key Sound! (actually I had pulled the 20 min. session from the disk to get the talking part off it and just looped it to play over & over, so I wouldn’t get interrupted…
THEN: Eureka! It took my regular “Chair Orgasm” and ramped it up on another level! It also lasted longer! An average “Chair O” lasted usually 45 min.; this “sweet O” was at least an hour and a half in duration! Wave after wave, that amazingly started with a rare (for me any way) anal orgasm…centered directly on the anus! The next salvos were centered around the perineum and prostate! (it was moving slowly forward, but everything from the anus to my penis head was very involved in it) I even had some undulating movements of my penis and testicles, that was a new kind of experience to me and very, very strange in nature! (oh, and it felt good!)
I can’t believe that I didn’t see my chair orgasms for what they were! They IMHO are just a form of the KSMO FBMO that I had this morning! (and it was GREAT!)
Thanx Guys for your great support! (feels like home, warm & fuzzy…)
Hlaser
Thanks Jack!
You're one in a few million or so...
Your KSMO protocol is sexually the most exciting adventure I've been on, including the Aneros adventure I had, which has a great bunch of people there too!
(course, there was that librarian back in college, oh well...that's another type of sexual adventure!???#@%^&*!)
The "Key Sound Community" here is both fun and really warms your heart, with their caring attitudes! Unlike any other practice, I feel like THIS is like Home???
I can see why you call this adventure a "life-long skill", but without the people and your personal chats, I don't think the experience would be nearly as rewarding...
Hoping for many years of "earth-shaking" enjoyment, with the KSMO community here!
Thanks again, Jack
Hlaser
The Journey Continues…
My Childhood Came to Visit!
MY CHILDHOOD: Let me start this post with a flash-back to my childhood, the happiest times of my life!
First of all I would like to say that, I had a fantastic childhood, as a child in the 50’s and growing-up in the Midwest! I had a very, loving family and had everything a kid could ever want growing up…
As a child of probably 10, I didn’t really know much about sex, but I did know how to masturbate. I used to lay in the cool grass, by the little creek that ran thru our land, well into the woods behind our house. It was far enough from civilization and my special place was secluded enough that I felt perfectly safe there and so I would pull and pull on that little member for long sessions, which felt very good, and I knew that “funny feeling” would eventually come! I wasn’t old enough to ejaculate, so it took a long-time for it to happen, but when it finally did it was the most wondrous feeling in all of creation to me! As if the skies had opened-up and poured pure joy all over me!
The orgasm lasted a good 20 seconds or so and then I would just lay in that cool grass and listen to the creek run and feel the amazing after-shocks for a good, long while! Then I would sometimes just start the whole process over and do it again! No ejaculation – no problem back then to do it as many times as I wanted! (at least till my Willie got too sore to continue…)
(Little did I know, that this wonderful feeling would return one day and bring-back these magical memories from my childhood!)
Seems silly now, but I couldn’t wait for the day that I could produce that thick, “white stuff”, like the older boys… (sign of being a man, I guess?)
NOW LET'S LEAP FORWARD TO PRESENT DAYS: It was a day not long ago, when I had a beautiful KSMO session with many MMOs and the orgasms were stronger than I had ever felt before! As the hours led on, I was quite satisfied and didn’t feel like continuing my session any longer. But my body had different ideas and wouldn’t allow me to stop having base-line orgasms! (Sounds a little like a Cialis commercial: “if your erection lasts longer than 4 hours, consult your doctor.”)
Strangely, this was just a few days after I asked about “grounding” on the Live Chat and was told many ways to come back to Earth by Jack and Laly, which seemed like a very lucky coincidence! I tried baths, food, movies, T.V., etc. as I was told in the chat and nothing worked! This was my first experience with being “un-grounded”, so I was a little frightened by the whole thing! (would I be having this base-line orgasm forever?) OMG!
Well, I knew one last thing that had NEVER failed, in similar situations any way! Just have a traditional ejaculation and it will ALL go away in short order! Simple, right? Not!
I grabbed a hand-full and started masturbating, but it took a long time for some reason and it felt like 5 times better than “Normal”… Wow! Then I finally ejaculated and it also lasted much longer than usual! I am thinking that this is the best “traditional” orgasm I have ever had, bar none! When I got over the shock of this very wonderful event, I realized that my “guys” were STILL having their same base-line orgasm as before!
Why didn’t it work? Suddenly, I realized that the towel under me and the paper towel below my penis only had a few drops of semen! Again, OMG! Something’s wrong with me! Then I examined the semen, only to find it was not semen, but after tasting it (salty) and looking closely at it, I found it was the clear and less viscous prostatic fluid (pre-cum)! Wow, I just had an amazingly long, ejaculatory orgasm with no semen…basically dry and one of the best orgasms of my life!
Later, I had this ‘dé jà vu’ feeling, for a couple of days actually, and suddenly I realized it seemed somehow familiar or like an old friend! Why? That’s when the above story came rushing into my mind, from my childhood! I felt nostalgic, exhilarated, horny, sexy and very full of joy! (I was so full of joy, that it brought tears to my eyes, realizing my life has now come full-circle, sexually!) I keep having this big smile on my face every time I think of it now! Very Cool!
Oh, I almost forgot! I was led later that evening, as Jack said, by my intuition to a remedy for my all-day base-line orgasm dilemma. That evening, I inserted my Aneros and in 10-15 minutes I was completely “grounded”! Go figure! (Major Tom has landed!)
Later, Hlaser
Reflections:
A FEW WEEKS LATER, AS I REFLECT ON WHAT HAPPENED IN THE POST ABOVE: This experience now seems almost like an amazing dream, now that I am compltely "grounded"! (This also gives new meaning to the phrase: "Do I, indeed, wan't to see how deep the rabbit-hole goes???") "Nothing like this has EVER happened to me before and it may never again come to visit, although, I would welcome it with open arms and an open heart!
I am now fairly certain that this "fantastic journey" was brought about in no small part, by my conversion to the KSMO protocol! Man! If this was a "fur ball", it was a large and amazing one, and I feel more than ready for whatever coughs-up in the future, as long as it doesn't strangle me in the process, of course! LOL!
Later, Hlaser
Very Kewl Hlaser!! I read that and went YEAHHH!! I myself had a fur-ball that seemed to me back in certain aspects of KSMO. Laly 12-23-06 11:55 am
