Thought i would report on my progress once again. My sessions are very pleasurable and I seem to experience new aspects of sensory and mental bliss with each exploration.
Some of my sessions are not as intense as I would have liked but when I looked back I realise its because I was expecting a particular level of pleasure.
So two nights back I went back to basics.
No expectations of my session whatsoever. Just a willingness to savour each sensation as it came. And guess what: the experience was better than anything I could have consciously tried to replicate or create from past experience.
It was just the bliss of uniting with the life energy that surely
fills each and every one of us, just waiting to be awakened when we can unlearn our conditioned ways of trying to obtain sexual satisfaction. I believe this exact same energy is there for every one
who wishes to if the right conditions exist to facilitate the process.
update: I came across a post by Pan in the Aneros forum:here's the link Aneros Forum, about how he actually visualized having an ejaculatory orgasm and the technique of focusing on an erotic fantasy and thought I would try the same in my ksmo session.
Because I didn't know how it would go I was in that completely unexpectant frame of mind that I think is so essential for me to obtain the best results.
And the orgasms I had were mindblowing. I visualized having
ejaculations and my pelvic muscles and mind went through the same physical contractions and pleasurable feelings i get with ejaculation except that they were completely dry and I could keep having one dry orgasm after another until at one point the orgasms were running into each other or overlapping without a gap between and I had to give up as I reached the limit of my mental and physical ability. I was able to mentally stimulate my body's "physical memory" of ejaculation over and over without the refractory period in between if that makes sense.
It truly was a good workout and at this rate I won't need to pay for a gym subscription!
Thanks Pan for that post and I will be searching both forums for your posts to look for more" nuggets".
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Hi Anerosmith,

As regards the session you mentioned here, were you using the Aneros, or just the KSMO sound/visualization alone? I really enjoyed your other post with the full descriptions and exchanges from yourself and Pan. He is the reason I discovered KSMO and Jack's seminar in the first place, because of a snippet he wrote on Neil Slade's Amygdala clicking website years ago. I'd love to see/read more from him on this site as well if he's still around.

My experiences with the technique of imagining ejaculatory fantasy and the actual moment of ejaculation over and over was very positive, but it did not result in my body taking over. I was able to create some preliminary pulsing (using the Helix, but no squeezing--just relaxing). I've actually played with "fantasy ejaculation" before in meditation and found it very powerful imagery. Sometimes I find it difficult to maintain. The imagery can become overused after a while. Like repeating a word over and over until it's just jibberish--a cluster of sounds. I'll keep working with it.

When you have a "session" do you often use the key sound, or just imagery?

Hi roderick
The session I was referring to was without the aneros,although Pan's post was in the aneros forum so I would imagine it would be applicable in both settings.
My initial rewiring was with both the aneros and the key sound but I use KSMO now on it's own because it is so much more convenient imho.
Yes there is a danger of getting repetitive with imagery,but I fantasize about having sex with a lover in different settings and positions and it seems to help.
Mind you,I am not consciously trying to play out a script:I purposely go into sessions trying to maintain a completely passive attitude (thanks mog for that advice)and the script seems to run it's own course.Once you have expectations or start trying to "achieve a goal or orgasm" the "fawn bolts for the bushes".
I use imagery most of the time:when the sensations start dying away after orgasms I will use the key sound trigger to amplify arousal.I may need to do that a few times in the earlier art of the session and a lesser number of times in the later stages.
I wouldn't try and emulate my experience exactly:remember your journey is unique and your aim should be to try and connect with your own body's energy wherever you are along this journey.Perhaps even greater pleasures await you than the ones I have had !As Jack says "we have this capacity hardwired in our genes".
I would suggest going back to the basic KSMO protocol with a completely passive mindset(works for me each time I falter!) and building on that step by step.
If you furnish me some more details of your session I may be able to provide some more input
Hope that helps
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