Hello everyone.

First, a bit about me. I'm a 27 (soon to be 28) year old male who's been happily married for almost 7 years (ya, I got that over with quickly ). I have two kids (ages 4 and 2), and am currently working on a M.A. in philosophy, after which I'm 90% sure I'll be headed off to law school.

Anyway, despite my youth I've been on quite a sexual journey that has included a few appointments with a sexual therapist for premature ejaculation: I can't last more than a minute after penetration before ejaculating (in missionary position - I have been able to "hold back" longer when she's riding me). I've talked about this with my wife, and she's been very understanding about it, but I've always felt that there was more there for us (especially for her!). She's away this week visiting my parents with my kids (so I have the apartment to myself to work on my thesis) and last night I figured I might as well hop on the web and do a little more reading about my problem - hoping to find something that I hadn't read before. I've tried basically everything: creams, rings, start-stop, PC contractions, etc., but nothing ever really worked, so when I stumbled across Jack's site I figured "What the hell? I've tried everything else!"

So I purchased the seminar, read the .pdf and listened to the video files, and hoped right into bed for my first session. Honestly, I didn't really expect much to happen. I mean, a bunch of the stuff in the seminar wasn't new to me: the breathing and relaxation had already been suggested to me. The new part that I was excited to try out was the concept of letting the orgasm come to you rather than "trying" to have it. This was new to me, and I was rather skeptical about how it would work (especially the claim that it would happen WITHOUT much stimulation).

Well, I was very, VERY surprised. I started out on my back, as suggested, with my feet flat near my buttocks (so knees up and bent). I just started breathing, relaxing, and uttering the KS every four breaths as suggested. At first, I felt silly doing this, since I didn't believe anything would happen just because I was breathing and making a sound, and for the most part I was right. Nothing happened. I started to get impatient, but then remembered that RUSHING was the WRONG thing to do, and that I had to let the feelings come to me.

Well, after breathing deeply and uttering the KS every 4 breaths for about 5-8 minutes, I was really relaxed, but hadn't felt any echo effects yet. So I decided to start stimulating, as recommended in the protocol. I simply stroked my penis once, maintained contact, and uttered the sound right after the stroke was finished. THIS was when stuff started happening. At first I noticed a sort-of light feeling in my stomach - like the pit of my stomach, deep down. This was interesting, but I figured it was just a reaction to all the oxygen I had been sucking in. However, I continued to follow the protocol, stroking just once, maintaining contact, and making the KS right after, with 3-4 breaths inbetween.

As I continued this, things started getting REALLY interesting. The feeling in the pit of my stomach spread. It wasn't a pulsating feeling, but it was like I had been hooked up to an electric generator. My hands were the first to feel this sensation - they just felt alive with energy. I continued to stimulate sparingly, concentrating on these new feelings, and the energy kept spreading. Soon it was coursing up and down my arms (interestingly enough, my legs didn't feel anthing throughout the experience, but I'm not complaining - just thought it was interesting). This energy kept growing, and it crept up my neck and onto my face and around my mouth, so that it felt like my entire upper half of my body was just pulsing with pure energy - it was crazy! I've never felt like that before.

Now here's where I think I messed up. I was feeling so good, and so energized, that I really wanted to find out what an orgasm would feel like in this hightened state. So I broke protocol and started stimulating continuously rather than just one touch. And I had an explosive, ejaculative orgasm - one that caused me to shreak with pleasure. I've never had an orgasm like that before - it was intense!

However, if I'm understanding the program right, what I should have done was simply remain patient and let the energy continue to build, until I reached orgasm, and that this is possible without continuous stimulation? I was a little confused by Ron's interview during the seminar, because it sounds like he was stimulating continuously, but having dry orgasms while doing it - is that correct? If so, that would make sense since when I'm actually having sex that's what's going on - it's just that before that's possible the ejaculatory reaction needs to be disassociated from the orgasm, correct (which is the purpose of the sessions)?

Anyway, I was pleasantly surprised by the success of this first session. I was NOT expecting anything close to what actually happened, and it was simply amazing. In fact, even after I had ejaculated the energy remained - I was NOT tired at all (like I usually am after having intercourse with my wife - I just konk out and go to sleep!). In fact, I had to lay there for about 20 minutes before the energy left my head, arms and abdomen. Is that normal? Seriously, the energy just stayed there and it took me a while to go to sleep (hence the recommendation not to do this right before bed lol).

Well, sorry for the long post. I'd appreciate any comments/tips, but I can't wait to do this again tomorrow, when I'll try to be more patient and "wait for the fawn," as the saying goes. Also can't wait 'till my wife gets back so that she can try this too. I'm very excited about the prospects of this program!

Congratulations. That is a great beginning! I have rarely been able to resist "capping off" my twenty minutes either. I do stay on protocol for the twenty, but then ... lately I've decided, I might as well try to be partly on protocol, so I make the sound and let the relaxed energy flow as much as possible even with all the stimulation. Like you said, explosive! But I *must* get back on the program, I must ...

>As I continued this, things started getting REALLY interesting. The feeling in the pit of my stomach spread. It wasn't a pulsating feeling, but it was like I had been hooked up to an electric generator. My hands were the first to feel this sensation - they just felt alive with energy.<

Welcome Rightwinger to the KSMO territory! You seem to like what you have found there!

>Now here's where I think I messed up. I was feeling so good, and so energized, that I really wanted to find out what an orgasm would feel like in this hightened state. So I broke protocol and started stimulating continuously rather than just one touch. And I had an explosive, ejaculative orgasm - one that caused me to shreak with pleasure. I've never had an orgasm like that before - it was intense!<

I don't think that you should feel that you messed anything up - although you broke from the Protocol this time, just regard your experience as an extraordinarily successful initial experiment. Jack's guidelines are designed to give the best chances of ongoing success in your quest for MMOs and you should try to follow them as well as you can, but succumbing to one's basic instincts occasionally is not a federal offense.

>However, if I'm understanding the program right, what I should have done was simply remain patient and let the energy continue to build, until I reached orgasm......<

Yes, let it build. You will find that the urge to ejaculate becomes less strong.

>.......and that this is possible without continuous stimulation?<

Certainly that's possible, and in your case most probably in the not-too-distant!

>I was a little confused by Ron's interview during the seminar, because it sounds like he was stimulating continuously, but having dry orgasms while doing it - is that correct?<

The amount of stimulation one needs to use to be visited by a dry orgasm must vary a lot from person to person, but as training progresses it's likely to become less. Eventually, it's possible that you will not need to use any at all. (Just lie there, still, and let the orgasms sweep over you, one after the other!)

>Anyway, I was pleasantly surprised by the success of this first session. I was NOT expecting anything close to what actually happened....<

Your KSMO training will give you plenty of surprises!

But having had this encouraging quick result it would not be helpful to allow yourself to grow your expectations for your future sessions. You might find, as I and others have done, that results can be very variable in the early stages of training. If some of your ongoing sessions don't produce quite the same results for you this should be no cause for concern. Significant progress can, and often does, occur in sudden surges (gateways), and when you least expect them to happen.

Keep us posted.

Mog