So I've had a little bit of progress. Kinda sad seeing as how long i've been practicing for. Although, in all fairness I haven't been following protocol exactly. With all of my impatience and not being able to resist masturbation on a daily basis....I haven't been a "loyal", so to speak" student.

Anyways, I was listening to Kelly Howell's Ecstasy CD while doing KSMO. This is the first time I really felt some progress. Now, I didn't feel orgasmic or anything. But, oh my God. My whole body felt sooooooo good to touch. I just kept rubbing my torso up and down. It just felt soo good. I've never felt anything quite like it. My body almost felt as sensitive as my penis. It was awesome!

Unfortunately, like 10 minutes after that, I had the urge and just masturbated....again.....twice. I only did it twice because I felt like the first one wasn't one of the good ones, if you know what I mean?? It didn't really feel good and left me empty.

But, at least I had some progress!!