[I posted this blog entry here in the forum as well to get some feedback]

I decided to take a week off from working out to relax and give my body some much needed down time. To my joy, within two days I was experiencing some very strong echos and orgasmic feelings.

The apex of these feelings came last night as I was lying down to go to bed. I was feeling extremely relaxed and 'light' and tingly all over my body. I also felt like I could just fall into those wonderful orgasmic feelings and let go. Unfortunately, however, I knew that I had to get to bed and decided not to pursue them.

For whatever reason though, I did not manage to get a good sleep. I tossed and turned a good portion of the night and awoke feeling anxious. I had the feeling several times like I just needed release and thought about waking up and masturbating to achieve that release. I resisted however as I did not want the great sensations that I'm having to diminish in any way. (Definitely getting great sensations as I write this )

I awoke the next morning trying to figure out why I was so anxious and remembered that I had not masturbated to release in probably over two weeks. The other thing I realized is that I'd had a very long weekend of diminished sleep and was feeling a bit anxious from it. I've had several times in the past where from lack of sleep and stress, my prostate starts to tense up and burn. ( I've already seen a doctor about this and there's nothing to worry.) Eventually over time I came to understand that I did not suffer these symptoms with the right amount of sleep and destressing.

With KSMO now, whenever I have those burning and tensing sensations in my prostate I can now over a period of time relax my prostate and turn those bad sensations into orgasmic ones. It's almost like there's a fine line between those good feelings and bad feelings. I'm not sure why this is. Has anyone else experienced this?

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"Life should be fragrant, rooftop to the basement." ~ U2

key words: ejaculation, taking break, patience, echos, echo effects, orgasmic feelings, going for it, let go, prostate.

GOLD NUGGET!!!
Take note of how Canuck took a break from active practice and instead allowed his body to adjust to the key sound and awaken on its own.

Great...I love hearing how you listened to those subtle hints of needing to relax and allow your body to adjust on its own and see what happened-- echos appeared!!! I read this and the biggest smile appeared on my face. The joy just filling me for your advancement.

Yeah I've had that happen too re: wanting to fall into those wonderful feelings.

With KSMO now, whenever I have those burning and tensing sensations in my prostate I can now over a period of time relax my prostate and turn those bad sensations into orgasmic ones. It's almost like there's a fine line between those good feelings and bad feelings. I'm not sure why this is. Has anyone else experienced this?[/QUOTE]

That's good you didn't give in to the urge to masturbate. When I feel stressed I sit or lay down and just focus on breathing in and out slowly- or even listen to some soft music or meditation cds. At the Family Constellation ... we talk about when we feel stressed out-- to close our eyes and bring ourselves back to our original core- emotionally.

So yes....in a way (being female now) I do understand what you mean.

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With Love, Light and with a Joyously singing heart,
Laly
Old forum threads of mine :
http://tiny.cc/KOx0x - shy newbie
http://tiny.cc/mt9sd - letting go of anger
http://tiny.cc/wR7Hb - multiple orgasm success-insight

I read this in a book today "You never know how much courage you have until you face your greatest fears head on".

Hey Laly, Thanks for the comments and encouragement. This week has definitely been a great week for KSMO since I decided to take the week off and relax. I feel more connected with those orgasmic feelings and every night before I go to bed I get great tingling sensations througout my body. I love it!

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"Life should be fragrant, rooftop to the basement." ~ U2

You are VERY welcome Canuck :-). Yeah it's better to take a break and let the body rest before you get the "check engine" light blinking at ya .

Since my hiatus/break , I feel more connected with myself than \I ever felt before, more relaxed, laugh more, cry more (good tears), and at the oddest times during the day-- my energy just seems to flow and I find myself "glowing" with energy and pure joy. Instead of saying "OMG!" at work (that's when it hits sometimes) I just close my eyes (if I am able to) and just revel in its loving embrace.

Recently, I've - oh how to say it-- taken up an art pad and chalks and began just drawing what I felt like drawing. While at Drew's , I took them along and had an urge to draw Friday night and the image I drew just blew me away. I drew a picture of my daughter - as she appeared to me in my dream from the week before. Now am not a great artist by any stretch, but man the likeness to her was eerie .

Drawing , for me -- I feel an energy that is comparable to a day off from KS practice and the echos hit. For me it is a form of letting go and "just" feeling.

I long to say-- wait until you feel .... comment - but I do not wish to make you feel like "OH i can't wait to experience THAT." I do hope that when it happens for you...it will be unlike anything you've felt, seen, smelled, and touched before in your life.

HUGS..

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With Love, Light and with a Joyously singing heart,
Laly
Old forum threads of mine :
http://tiny.cc/KOx0x - shy newbie
http://tiny.cc/mt9sd - letting go of anger
http://tiny.cc/wR7Hb - multiple orgasm success-insight

I read this in a book today "You never know how much courage you have until you face your greatest fears head on".

Thanks Laly! I can't wait to experience it. I've already had flashes of the possibilities.

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"Life should be fragrant, rooftop to the basement." ~ U2

That's great that you've gotten a "taste" of what could be.

I've often described my multiple orgasms as riding a rowboat on an ocean of waves -- up and down without a paddle to steer. They were not sheer up and downs., but gently ebb and flow.

I can give a more apt description to that now...ever laid on top of water - spread arms and legs out and felt the ripples on the water float under you? try it when you get a chance. When I soak in the tub-- I create mini waves in the water and just feel how they ripple back over my legs and lower torso and instantly my body reacted and the echos that arose from it made me lean back and just enjoy the ride.

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With Love, Light and with a Joyously singing heart,
Laly
Old forum threads of mine :
http://tiny.cc/KOx0x - shy newbie
http://tiny.cc/mt9sd - letting go of anger
http://tiny.cc/wR7Hb - multiple orgasm success-insight

I read this in a book today "You never know how much courage you have until you face your greatest fears head on".