Question at the end, first I will set the situation:

I have done tons of therapy for many years. Pretty much all the "issues" are delineated and understood etc. The blockage that remains seems to be reflexive, neurological and tissue habit patterns stemming from traumatic experiences during pre-verbal developmental time.

Now when I practice I get strong echos and after 5-10 minutes can really start to roll w/ some sequential orgasms and orgasmic energy movement. But after I have ejaculated (once every few weeks these days) there is a tremendous drop in energy that lasts many days, maybe a week. During this time...much smaller echos, and I never seem to build enough of a charge to lift into orgasmic movement. Also, during those many days of "recharging my battery"(?) I am much more easily distracted during practice by random thoughts and musings very often about mundane things w/ no psychological charge at all. I am guessing that I am somehow hiding from or hiding my sexual energy; somehow avoiding it and it is easier to do that when there is less of a physiological build-up.

At this point it is hard to blame it on hormones and aging as though I am 58 and supplementing thyroid and testoserone and blocking testosterone to estrogen conversion all numbers test well in the healthy zone (last tested about a 6 weeks ago). Cortisol is slightly low but not by much.

So here is the question: Do you think it would be better for me to ejaculate more often and have more access to this zone where I think I may be subtly blocking my sexual energy and it is more noticeable with less "fluid charge"? OR better to ejaculate as I have been or even less often (if comfortable) in order to have more energy moving to perhaps impact against whatever subtle blockage is there?

Any feed back greatly appreciated! Thank you.

OMG!!! As the kids say. Monster good!!!!!!!!!!!!

So last weekend I took Core Seminar from Frequency Specific Microcurrent folks. If you can find a practitioner in your area this can likely help most any health issue. And by the way the have a protocol for PTSD. So Monday I ran it on myself. Yesterday was integration of that as it knocked me for a bit of a loop though. Did not feel out of sorts at all but didn't notice any real dif in me until last night felt GOOD and stayed up and out late and woke refreshed...not my usual.

KMSO practice is TOTALLY transformed! Big gate smash down! Whole new level(s) of "action". Things I learned this morning:

On occasion, if I continue the stimulation just a bit into or even most of the way through the Key Sound things can shift dramatically.

And.. conversely at times if I stop the deliberate moments of stimulation and just totally relax and breath (once things are really moving) it can be like dropping down from excitement a notch and then bouncing much higher but up a different track (if that makes sense).

Anyway, I had to stop after about 1/2 hour of wildness as I have places to go/things to do. Took me a bit to settle and integrate enough to be able to get up and going.

Before I log off I just want to say, "YaHaHooie!!!!!!!!!!!" and a huge thank you Jack and to all on this forum who have posted so much that I have found helpful.

More to come...so to speak

Hey Levingo,

I just thought I'd respond to your first post. I'm 32 and I notice a drop in my sexual energy after ejaculation as well. It takes me up to a week sometimes to regain that energy and maybe two weeks to gain that peak energy again. I would recommend not ejaculating for a week or more and letting your sexual energy run higher. From the sounds of adepts here on the forum, when you get to those higher levels of KSMO, then it might be possible to call up those great orgasms without worrying about how much you've ejaculated that week.

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Was later contemplating yesterdays adventure in KS land and had a thought. ... Oops, there, I just had another one!

Heh-heh so my point is that what came to me is that even though we make a sound and follow a protocol which are all "doing" the real action is in the awareness. The echos are the language of the body/energy field saying "Hey! Look here..." and when you do they say "Great! Now look here..." etc. And really, the technique is used only to find what to pay attention to and to allow time for the positive reinforcement by pleasure of the extinguishing of energy blocking habits. I can often, just walkin' around, feel/intuit the thin edge of where the energy is but there is still too much noise and distraction in my system to really key into it. I suspect that once I can lightly touch in on that certain frequency (?) without flinching away by reflex, then pure life energy undiluted by "stuff and bother" i.e. endless orgasmic flow will be on tap always!