Well all, I could definitely use some tips and encouragment. After great success with my practice and being able to call forth those great echo feelings and orgasms, I am now in quite a bit of a lull. It's kinda depressing because I'm someone that always wants to be making progress and I hate lulls or set backs. While I know Jack, Laly, Mog and Zeitgeist (whose threads I've all read quite a bit ) would tell me to have faith and not to worry, I"m still a bit bummed. But still I will continue to press on. I have a very good idea of why things have kind of died off so to speak.

Firstly I recognize that while I was on vacation last week in Cuba that I tried to make things happen. I figured, "perfect local, wouldn't it be great to have an FBO." But alas I don't think my body was ready.

Additionally I realized that because of the high sexual energy that I've been running with for the past two months, even before my vacation, that I have had a series of trying to make things happen. I initially had some very great feelings and could bring those feelings up at will but then I got into the trap of trying to make things happen. So ultimately I realize, as I write this, that the best thing for me to do is to get back on protocol and learn to relax more.

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Hi Canuck75!

That's GREAT! Congratulations!

..and from reading other posts you now know that a lull is, in fact, progress, thus, no set-back!

FEEL that bummed feeling mate - AND acknowledge it. That's good, for it shows you are human and that your greater wisdom within you wants a signal to continue. AND usually an emotion is a precursor to further progress.

One may expect more cycles of this AND it is ALL progress. (Think of waves at the beach).

Also, although a little faith goes a long way too, you already have evidence of your progress!

AND its also useful to consider a review of the .pdf document and the audio seminar to refresh one's practice. I've found it invaluble to do that, because different parts of the seminar somehow speak to you at different times. You may notice things in the seminar that were not apparent on previous listenings

Your attitude and self awareness serve you well!

Very good you realised you set up an expectation with an outcome you could not attain...yet. Your greater part of self has its own agenda.

You've re-cognised that trap of trying to make it happen (that's very common). Also, you realised the role of acceptance and relaxation to support the protocol

It sounds in fact that you are making GREAT progess Canuck - please keep us updated!


'Z'

Hey 'Z', thanks for the encouragment. While I know what to do, sometimes it comes down to that old addage, "It's easier to give people advice than to take your own," so it's great when people confirm what I"m thinking already. Thanks again.

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