About two weeks ago I experienced a sudden surge in Sex drive. It was almost like being 18 again! Thoughts came and went, frantic fantasies manifested themselves and I found myself sprinting to total privacy in the comfort of my own home to 'progress' the natural flow of sex. and eventual cataclysmic satisfaction. This happened several times a day for several days! I'm 51!! Finally the frenzy began to subside and my hormone-altered sight and beliefs began to normalise.


During that event I felt the effects of so much 'sensation' in my hands, arms, feet and legs that bordered sometimes just beyond pleasure. It seemed like my body was pushing the boundaries as far as possible for its own purposes. The pleasure waves experienced were almost concrete in terms of effect. almost thuds of pressure (Whump, whump, whump...) whilst being in 'heat'.


Since that time, now things have become more or less 'normal', I can now experience at will, higher rates of energy flowing round my body. There is also a sublety not felt previously. Movement of the tummy can be quite subtle which initiates the most full bodied powerful energy surges from the waves which are still only a precursor to what I would call 'conventional' sex experience.

These tummy movements can be described as similar to the following; Imagine having a small elastic band wrapped loosely around four fingers and taking up the slack. Then moving the fingers apart will suggest a tension of the band and releasing the fingers allows the elastic to return to its original size and normally the pressure of the elastic band will be felt to move the fingers. It's that tension of the band that is similar to what is felt by muscles just beneath my breastbone and the top of my tummy. Yet, for me, it's not that long ago that complex internal movement manifested itself originally as if someone would lightly place their index finger and thumb against my tummy so I'd feel just two little points of contact. But now....

That 'internal elasticity' feeling is extensive inside, extending to that slight woozy feeling I used to experience at orgasm in my head momentarily (I worked out it is part of the same mechanism and feeling all over or should that be all inner!) but now can be experienced at will and can feel extremely sexual during a KSMO session. For example, 'pushing' downwards internally can be quite intense in feeling. Sometimes one can manifest a small tummy movement, forget about it and then from apparently nowhere get a bolt of inner pleasure back which can take one by surprise!

More soon!
'Z'