Re: From the first encouraging signs
Hi All!
Circumstances have dictated that I have not been able to spend nearly as much time visiting the forum as I'd like, however, that doesn't mean that I stopped or paused KSMO practice.
I keep mentioning in this thread that stronger sensations are now felt and can it be possible that these sensations will get even stronger? Well, I can report that is now indeed the case!
If I'm on my own sometime during the day, I might pause my routine for a moment; pull my tummy in whilst lifting the whole chest area gently and then reverse the action. Internal waves commence and continue. Simultaneously, the fleeting and rather elusive headswim/giddy moment I used to feel at orgasm is now available at will and lasts as long as I now want. The waves, previously felt all over are now 'joined up' so the waves now feel as one movement throughout my body.
If I make a low key sound, the effects can be felt down into my toes and up to the crown of my head. The combination of the waves and the key sound are now quite something. There is now quite an sexual nature to the whole experience (Rather than just an erotic one) and some intense moments can be had, feeling more sexual, sometimes in specific places, such as the genitals, thigh, ankle etc, sometimes 'beyond or through' me.
Then of course I may, at the right time of the day, decide to have a KSMO session.
I've experienced some extremely powerful experiences during such sessions recently:
For example, strong waves, almost physical 'contractions' traversing the bottom half of my spine pulsating upwards from the tailbone toward the small of my back. At other times, the tingles/fizzing felt in my limbs and skin have combined with the internal waves to produce an effect like pebbles on the beach being washed by the incoming tide.
Extremely high levels of sexual energy are being reached during sessions - at levels I probably would not have been able to endure for any lengthy periods during my early practice. It now seems easier to focus the redirection of orgasmic energy using the key sound into the rest of the body and mind-space, there seems to be more definition in terms of internal movement, guidance and direction; I suppose its a development of a skill and dexterity.
...And so I move closer to the next set of experiences!
more soon!
'Z'
Last edited by zeitgeist; 20th July 2008 at 11:24.
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