So wonderful to meet you Ageless and have the chats. When the echo effects started (rapidly) for me, they were, as I said to Jack then, VERY INSISTENT! This sudden new power (which feels so autonomous and "other" at first) arising from within set me instantly into a panic, and "attempt to control" mode. This is partly because I have had a very difficult and sensitive gut since I was born and permanent back/neck/chest injuries from 2 high-speed whiplash injuries: chronic pain and pain management efforts.

Like many here (who hear Jack!) the metaphor of the fawn, even if it is a very robust FAWN!, still applies in my experience. Developing the trust in my body to be able to cope with these new orgasmic energies and the elevating bliss states, was for me, the respecting of the fawn and its own path choices.

The fawn and I got to be friends. The fawn decided it was then safe to raise a family and then a herd (and now the herds are multiplying!!!). Now I can call one, a few or multitudes at will, and without any apprehension whoever is called comes over to visit joyfully. The herds are now fully integrated in "me". And they DO keep multiplying. Apparently this journey continues...

My journey has been one of mixing and merging Aneros (which is a godsend for my chronic Benign Prostatic Hyperplasia!) and KSMO: maybe that makes it KISMET!!!

Jack's many gifts in the giving of this gift to us all are much appreciated! Thanks again Jack, and all the best Ageless, I look forward to ongoing conversations.

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