Thanks for the responses.

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What specifically have you been reading that has bummed you out?

How about some titles? How about some quotes, so we can address this BS specifically?

And please remember, I am NOT attacking you... I am attacking that crap that we ALL carry inside of us to one degree or another about this kind of GENDER-MYTHOLOGICAL PROGRAMMING.

To teach men AND women that we SHARE A LOT in common INCLUDING SEXUALLY and INCLUDING SEXUAL ABILITY and that this has to a very great degree been HIDDEN from us - to sell more crap to us to try to fix the way that BS programming makes us feel!

Actually men and women have WAY more in common physiologically than they differ...

Did you realize that in the womb, over 95% of our entire nervous system is IN PLACE before ANY signs of gender (e.g. genitalia, etc.) begin to appear?

I don't have any specific sources, because I was mostly reading websites. But stuff like the connection between estrogen and oxycotin. And that women have more nerves all over their body, so they are much more sensitive to everything. For instance in many studies the most sensitive male is still less sensitive than the least sensitive female. That is referring to tactile sensitivity. They can sense things we can't because they use parts of their brain that we don't. I guess I kind of envy their heart centeredness in contrast to our mind/intellect centeredness.

I guess I'm a little intimidated by what appears to be their much greater sexual nature. Like it's a power they have over us. And it's not that I want power over them either.

I think this recent implosion also has to do with other stuff going on in my life, or a lack of other stuff. I don't like my job, don't have any genuine friends here, and just feel lonely and all around miserable. Someone who is miserable will look for things to upset them.

There is a lot I have to be thankful for. Millions of people live their whole lives in a physical and emotional hell much worse than I have ever experienced. Although that's not too pleasant a thought either, except that it makes me feel a little better.