Hi Canuck75!
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Originally Posted by canuck75
. After great success with my practice and being able to call forth those great echo feelings and orgasms...
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That's GREAT! Congratulations!
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I am now in quite a bit of a lull. It's kinda depressing because I'm someone that always wants to be making progress and I hate lulls or set backs.
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..and from reading other posts you now know that a lull is, in fact, progress,
thus,
no set-back!
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...(people) would tell me to have faith and not to worry, I"m still a bit bummed.
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FEEL that
bummed feeling mate - AND acknowledge it. That's good, for it shows you are human and that your greater wisdom within you wants a signal to continue. AND usually an emotion is a precursor to further progress.
One may expect more cycles of this AND it is ALL progress. (Think of waves at the beach).
Also, although a little faith goes a long way too, you already have evidence of your progress!
AND its also useful to consider a review of the .pdf document and the audio seminar to refresh one's practice. I've found it invaluble to do that, because different parts of the seminar somehow speak to you at different times. You may notice things in the seminar that were not apparent on previous listenings
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But still I will continue to press on. I have a very good idea of why things have kind of died off so to speak.
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Your attitude and self awareness serve you well!
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Firstly I recognize that while I was on vacation last week in Cuba that I tried to make things happen. I figured, "perfect local, wouldn't it be great to have an FBO." But alas I don't think my body was ready.
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Very good you realised you set up an expectation with
an outcome you could not attain...yet. Your greater part of self has its own agenda.
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... I have had a series of trying to make things happen. I initially had some very great feelings and could bring those feelings up at will but then I got into the trap of trying to make things happen. So ultimately I realize, as I write this, that the best thing for me to do is to get back on protocol and learn to relax more.
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You've re-cognised that
trap of trying to make it happen (that's very common). Also, you realised the role of
acceptance and
relaxation to support the protocol
It sounds in fact that you are making GREAT progess Canuck - please keep us updated!
'Z'