Well all, I could definitely use some tips and encouragment. After great success with my practice and being able to call forth those great echo feelings and orgasms, I am now in quite a bit of a lull. It's kinda depressing because I'm someone that always wants to be making progress and I hate lulls or set backs. While I know Jack, Laly, Mog and Zeitgeist (whose threads I've all read quite a bit ) would tell me to have faith and not to worry, I"m still a bit bummed. But still I will continue to press on. I have a very good idea of why things have kind of died off so to speak.

Firstly I recognize that while I was on vacation last week in Cuba that I tried to make things happen. I figured, "perfect local, wouldn't it be great to have an FBO." But alas I don't think my body was ready.

Additionally I realized that because of the high sexual energy that I've been running with for the past two months, even before my vacation, that I have had a series of trying to make things happen. I initially had some very great feelings and could bring those feelings up at will but then I got into the trap of trying to make things happen. So ultimately I realize, as I write this, that the best thing for me to do is to get back on protocol and learn to relax more.

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