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Originally Posted by canuck75
So it's been a while since I've posted to the forum, more out of thinking that I'd have to have some major KSMO event happen before I posted than anything. But as I've come to learn the last couple of weeks, this is a lie. As I continue on with my practice though and by reading through alot of the posts in the forum, I've come to realize that KSMO is more about the journey than it is trying to force yourself to a destination, ie. orgasm.
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Yes..it is Zeitgeist
... as you know
force should not ever be a part of any part of the practice. From personal experience , I 've learned that it actually
diminishes the sensations/anticipations of a practice.
Let me put it in an image that may be easier for some to understand. Lets say you are waiting in line for your bus, train, or plane to arrive, and it is getting close to the time to board but the bus, train, or plane has yet to arrive-- so you are feeling a little tense -- with worry or whatever, that it may arrive late. Thus begins the anxiety and possible tension that comes with the worry...for me it is not something I think about happens-- just does.
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My progress has been subtle over the past two years, but as I look back I see that I have come along way in KSMO. I would say that two of my greatest set backs or furballs had to deal with the working out of wrong religious views and with not relaxing. I've come to discover in the last couple of years, alot to KSMO, that I carry a lot of stress in my body and find it hard to relax, which is a key essential in KSMO. Whether that stress is from work, going to the gym or frustrating wrong thoughts it all worked towards keeping me from fully relaxing. To make a long story short, to get where I am now, I've had to learn to workout more efficiently at the gym by not over doing things and learn to relax more and enjoy life. Monthly massage sessions have helped as well.
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Sweet ....reflection is great. Awesome that you were aware of what needed to change and took steps to achieve it.
ohh...massages -would love to try that
...so far just meditation and bathing for me.
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Though I could barely feel a tingle when I started KSMO, I am now able to read through various adept members' posts and find common experiences. As of recent I feel I am on the verge of experiencing a whole new level of KSMO. I am feeling more pleasurable feelings, even as I write this, through my body. Ranging from tingling in the arms to tingles and pleasure running up and down my spine to heat and pleasure felt through my chest and genitals. When I am practicing KSMO I feel, like Laly, that I am on the verge of falling into a vat of warm cozzy jello and just letting go into the waves of pleasure and bliss. I can't wait to get to this point, as what I am experiencing now is awesome, but I must continue to remember not to chase the feelings but to wait and enjoy the now. As Jack mentioned before it's like watching a fawn come out of the forest and wanting it to come close to you. You have to relax be still and let it come to you because chasing it will only cause it to flee. Great analogy. Thanks again Jack!
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Yeah-- I agree ..there were subtle things I was missing and when I read the others' post , I was like OH yeah that's what I was feeling , but wasn't sure .
Once I realized that and started practicing again - OH WOW did i notice new feelings and was aware of new hot spots ....
BTW -- i love the vat of warm cozy jello image.