Hiya there Folks,

Three days later, he's at it again ! I've done my second KSMO experience last night. And it was clearly fun ! I had many echos, on different levels : goosebumps, sensual tension, vibration in head neck and torso... Two things I noticed were different from the first time : I was lying on my back instead of sitting and I much more felt the torso vibrations with the key sound and the "peak" of pleasure with the echo was longer, and sustainable. The fact that it was sustainable indicates that I may force the sensations upon me, which is not good as described by the Protocol "let the fawn come to you".

Anyhow, above these matters, I was distracted by some house noises (cats and the dog mainly since wife and kids were still out on Halloween's trick or treat walk) and I didn't attain a high enough level of pleasure to my taste. A very good point in my opinion is that I've gotten a very strong erection during the session with a good fell of my heartbeat in my genitals (which also didn't happen at my first session). I had alot of little muscle tremors and some spasms following the full body echos, which I feel like waves starting generally from the head/neck region. I also noticed something else, my eyes were shutting further than normal (like when you start to yawn and you "squint" your eyes and feel plugged ears like when there's a change in air pressure, but there was no full yawns, only the squint and ear) when the waves were starting, giving a very good sensation, physically and sexually. You know what ? There is some evidence and studies on the relation between yawn and orgasm (the famous yawn-orgasm experienced by people on SSRI anti-depressant drugs), that both are in some way related in the brain patterns... though nothing has been found and been conclusive about it. But the fact that I feel the starting effects of a yawn and that sends a wave of pleasure through my body might lead to a relationship between the two. Here are some very interesting links on this subjet :

http://tafkac.org/drugs/drug_yawn_cause_orgasm.html
http://www.snopes.com/risque/aphrodisiacs/yawn.asp
http://sulcus.berkeley.edu/mcb/165_0...ipts/_684.html
http://www.baillement.com/clomipramine.html

And there are alot more of those, which lead to alot of questioning on the source of orgasm and pleasure.

One thing so far that I must be patient for, is getting an orgasm through all this. I get echos, waves of pleasure, erection... but no orgasm. It feels... unfufilled on this part, like the end of the echos should lead to some kind of pleasure extreme like a known orgasm. My inexperience on the KSMO routine (only 2 sessions so far) compare to all the posts I've read in the forum leads me to only one conclusion : be patient, let the fawn come by itself, and you WILL get an orgasm, and another and another. Be patient.

So I will, so I will...

But in the end, I still masturbated to orgasm later on last night which was great in itself. Still, later on that night, when I went to sleep, I forced still again the yawn-start effect (squint eyes, plugged ears) and I still felt those waves of pleasure coming naturally. But I shall not force this thing on me since it's not supposed to be forced if I want to get somewhere with this.

That's all for today,

I bid you all a nice afternoon,

Fantome