Hello Everyone,

For the past few weeks, I've made some fantastic progress with KSMO. Enough so, that I'm finally convinced that I have a success story to share. The skeptic side never thought I'd get this far, but here I am!

Background:

I'm currently in my mid 20's, but my interest in multiple orgasms started way back when I was a teenager. You know, that stage where you think of sex and orgasms as "wow, this is so cool. I wish I could go all day, but this refractory period is a bummer." Lucky for me, I was born in the age of computers and the internet was taking off in a big way. I was able to read up what little I could, and it seemed that only certain few lucky guys were able to pull off orgasm after orgasm, a luck of the draw from the gene pool lottery. Disappointed, I put my interest aside.

My interest flared up again after I graduated and left for university. I stumbled upon a book on Taoist sexual techniques for achieving multiple orgasm. Intrigued, I picked it up and immediately began practicing. Even though I was naturally interested, being surrounded by freshman university girls really poured on the motivation. The book had a lot of physical-blocking techniques, such as squeezing the PC muscle and even stopping ejaculation by pinching off the urethra. I found these techniques very distracting, and after a certain time, painful. After I realized I was making no progress, I stopped altogether and again put my interest aside.

Through out my university years, I occasionally searched the web for multi-orgasmic techniques. Most were the same, involving flexing the PC muscle at the PONR. However, I did stumble across a forum where KSMO was mentioned. Not surprisingly, it was Pan (of the Dragon variety) who was advocating it. When I first came across Jack's website, I was a downright skeptic. "Making growling noises? C'mon, I don't want to have to growl like a bear just to become multi-orgasmic. It all sounds like hooey." I kept searching for another way, ultimately without success. I started to work on my masters thesis and, once more, put the elusive goal of achieving multiple orgasm on the back burner.


Discovering KSMO:

At the very beginning of the this year, I finished my thesis after a stressful month of writing and revising. With more free time in the evenings, I suddenly had the urge to check out Jack's website. On a whim, I decided "What the hell, let's give it a shot". I bought the seminar and began reading everything I could on the forums. I promised myself to give it an honest try, with an open mind and minimal preconceptions.

Progress was slow. I practiced the key sound, listening to the voice sample repeatedly. At first I felt nothing. No big deal, I was still practicing the key sound and I knew that few people were able to achieve MMO quickly. I was prepared to stick it out. After a couple weeks, I noticed during my sessions a sensation in my perineum area. I can only describe this as a twinge, like as if a guitar string was plucked and was producing ever-so-slight vibrations. Heartened that I actually felt something, I continued to practice enthusiastically, maintaining 20 minute sessions 3-4 times a week. I even began to notice this twinge outside of my session, such as when I sat on the bus to work.

Unfortunately, I hit a wall. I continued practice thought February and into March. The initial enthusiasm was wearing off, and my mind was starting to wander during practice sessions. I knew from the forums that listening to your intuitions was encouraged and I decided to take time off KSMO. I went back to daily masturbation (before I was alternating one day "wet", one day "dry"). I also started dating at this point, and figured the sexual excitement would have distracted me completely anyways. I was only going to return when I felt ready to try again.


Breakthrough:

I should mention at this point that I love video games. One of those games is Guitar Hero, a game that mimics playing the real guitar, which I started playing the same time I started KSMO. Similar to KSMO, I was committed to improving at the game as much as possible. What I found was that after taking long breaks from the game, I actually found myself rapidly improving when I returned. Previously impossible songs were conquered just after a few tries. I realized that these long breaks were extremely beneficial and now I've gotten pretty darned good at the game.

What does this have to do with KSMO? Well in late July, after playing another 'bout of Guitar Hero, I figured "hey, if taking breaks works so well with this game, maybe it'll work well with KSMO." I was ready to resume practicing, with the idea that the break actually being helpful.

I started up the practice sessions again. The first few days were similar to my previous experience. After reading the forums, I decided to add three twists to change things up:

1. Have extra non-KSMO sessions where I just listen to the Ecstasy CD
2. Abstain from all ejaculations. I was very curious to see if a longer stretch of no ejaculation would have any effect.
3. Switch from laying on the bed with my knees up, to my comfy lazy boy recliner.

I decided to try out 1) because at this point, I found using the slight caress during KSMO sessions to be distracting. The twinge I felt in the perineum was fleeting, and any sort of arousal of the penis chased it away. I wanted a different session to complement my KSMO sessions where there was no touching, and no use of the key sounds. In these session, I would just try to meditate, focusing my awareness on my body and especially the groin area. I figured the Ecstasy CD would be perfect to help me focus and become attuned to the feelings in my body.

I also figured that the temptation of ejaculating at the end of the session to be too strong, and I was ending sessions short because I couldn't resist. By committing myself to try and see how long I can "master my domain", I was able to garner enough willpower to resist the urge and allow myself to observe whatever new sensations surfaced. My friends thought I was crazy, but I didn't mention the KSMO part.

In previous sessions, I couldn't find a comfortable position on my bed where I could completely relax. Lying on my back with my legs up allowed me to articulate the key sound properly, but it put strain on my legs as I needed to tense the muscles to keep them from slipping. Other positions were more comfortable, but I had difficulty articulating the key sound. The lazy boy chair was the perfect solution, because I could recline in a horizontal position, and rest my feet on the recliner in such a way that the legs were resting on the chair arms and relaxed.

With these three adjustments, I began practicing in earnest. I alternated days between my KSMO sessions and my silent brainwave entrainment sessions. For the first few days, things seemed normal and I noticed nothing different.

However, after the 5th or 6th day of abstaining from ejaculation, things started to change. I was listening to the Ecstasy CD on my non-KSMO entrainment day, and my mind was unusually quiet. Normally my mind is quite chattery and I always had trouble focusing my awareness on just my body. While I was observing the very small echo effects in my perineum area, my mind seemed to just "sync" with the Ecstasy "sound" (I'll refrain from calling it music. See the music thread here for more info). My mind was just resonating with the wave sound. Then slowly, the very tiny echo effect I was observing began to grow.

It began to slowly spread upwards, like a flower opening in bloom. In my excitement, I began to tense up, but with my KSMO training, I immediately relaxed and allowed the echo effect to grow. It shot up my spine, into my chest, and eventually reached my head. Then it began to come in waves. I finally did it! It wasn't a true orgasm, but I realized I opened up my orgasmic pathways, or what Jack likes to call the "sleeping giant". At this point any doubts I had about KSMO completely vanished.

I continued with the session, with each wave slightly stronger than the rest. I began to involuntarily shake, shiver, and twitch. A lot of energy was moving through me, and understandably my body was not used to it. Certain parts of the "Song A" on the Ecstasy CD would trigger another wave, with another round of shakes and shivers. After several minutes, I realized my body need a rest to adjust to these new sensations and I stopped the session.

So what did these waves feel like? Pan described it best when he explained a "Tidal Orgasm" here. To me, these waves felt like the beginnings of a Tidal Orgasm, similar to the arousal one feels just prior to an ejaculatory orgasm. They didn't have the intensity of what I would expect to be an orgasm per se, but they were very pleasurable.

The next day I decided to try a KSMO session, hoping to repeat the same success. Immediately after the first key sound, the waves of pleasure returned. I followed the protocol, with occasional light stimulation, and a couple breaths in between each key sound. I rapidly reached the same point as the previous night, where my entire body was shaking involuntarily. I didn't even reach the 20 minute mark when I felt like that was all my body could handle, and it wasn't even orgasmic intensity! I was pleased to realize the sleeping giant did really awaken, and it wasn't just brainwave entrainment from the Ecstasy CD that was doing it. My body was responding to KSMO just as many have reported in these forums.

Since this initial success a few weeks ago, I have continued to practice KSMO regularly. I place less emphasis on the brainwave entrainment sessions, but I still use them occasionally for a change of pace that is a little more relaxing. I have also abstained from ejaculation for almost a whole month, which I never thought possible. It has helped me immensely in focus and re-wiring my body to experience fledgling KSMO echo effects. I'm now comfortable in going back to occasional ejaculatory orgasms as I continue to experiment and discover more about my body.

Also, since the the initial break through, the strength of the echo effects have remained about the same. My sessions generally only last 10 minutes, because by that point my body is shaking and I feel I've taken on as much pleasure as I can stand. I believe I'm at what Jack describes as a "Gate of Terror", a plateau where the next level of pleasure lies just beyond. And it's this next level where I think I'll experience a true KSMO. But I'm in no rush! I'm enjoying the sensations I'm currently feeling and I'm confident my body will be able to take on more pleasure as time goes on.

This is a long post, but I hope people find it either informative, motivational, or both! And as a former skeptic, I also hope it encourages any lurking skeptics have an open mind to give the KSMO method a chance.

I want to thank you Jack for offering this program, and providing a wonderful forum to communicate with the community. It was really the forum, not the audio seminar, that gave me the final pieces to the multi-orgasmic puzzle. I also want to thank Pan, Mog, Laly, and everyone else for their insightful posts. Much <3!

Greyx