Re: a new commitment-update
Last week I looked online for some info on voice production etc. and got some decent tips at being able to feel and create vocal resonance in the chest. This is helping, and I'm starting to be able to make the KS resonate from the chest more and more often because of it. Keeping my throat relaxed is still an obstacle for me.
Right now I'm doing practice w/o stim every couple of days, concentrating on making a resonant KS. Last time I tried going along with Jack's 20 minute practice, but next time I'm going to try an even more direct comparison and compare my voice recording to a 20 min sample KS. actually it's not doing the practice at all - I'm putting active practice completely on hold until I can produce a good, solid, consistent KS (although there's always experimenting in the conventional :-D )
As for other developments, I went to a music festival this weekend, and the very loud bass started to resonate with parts of my body. I began to feel it vibrating areas on the left side of my neck, which have become erotic hot spots recently. I was able to enjoy echoes while standing in the crowd listening to the music. Yesterday I started getting an erotic sense in these hot spots while relaxing in a chair. I just relaxed more and paid attention to the erotic feelings I was experiencing in these parts in my neck. As I got better and better at not giving in to "holding on" to the sensations as they happened, I got to experience stronger echoes over a wider area as I "let go" of the feelings and allowed them to go where they would. I moved to the bed to relax more and after a while the echoes turned into several low-intensity orgasms darting around the left half of my body before going away. These effects have been centering more and more on certain hot spots recently, and I like the very erotic feeling in these hot spots while this is happening.
That's all for now, more soon I'm sure
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