Hi everyone!

Well, I think its about time I introduced myself. I am a 20 year old male with a rather weird relationship with sex. I purchased the first protocal in march and have been practicing KSMO on and off. I usually practice every other day for a week or 2 then take a week or 2 off, so I must admit that I have not been practicing that seriously. Also I have to mouth the sound rather then pronounce it most of the time because I live with family.

I have been into tantrism and chi kung practices for about 2 years. I am able to move energy around my body and have learned many techniques, including sexual sublimation excercises, but alas the one thing that started my quest into these fileds has always escaped my grasp. I have tried many techniques to try and get multiple orgasms including pc excercises, as well as tailbone breathing or the so called anal breathing with no real results. In fact ive been trying just everything to get multiple orgasms for the last few years.

I think what is really stopping me is my rather repressive views on semen spilling and some physical problems I developed as a result, since I was obsessed with "saving every last drop" for spiritual pursuits. One day while masturbating and trying to get multiple orgasms while using REALLY hard pc excercises I somehow damaged my lower areas causing me to have prostatitis, chronic testicular pain all the time, semen leakage into my urine, and weak erections. Ive been living like this for over a year but things are a lot better then they were at the beginning of this ailment.

Imagine, all that I had worked for I had lost. After this incident I became very depressed and had anxiety and sleep problems. Having raised myself on tantric literature telling me the dangers of excessive semen loss, I almost lost my mind. It has taken me a long time to regain my compusre and a lot of my health back, although I still do have all the sexual problems they are not as severe as they used to be. I am still very guilty if I masturbate so i do it only if i cant control myself (I think jacks work on ejaculation compulsion is very accurate) because when i do relieve myself It really is hard to control, and i want to keep ejaculating because one ejaculation is rarely satisfying. Also my views on women have become very negative because of this, and i feel less able to love.

Anyways I know KSMO can help me out a lot since it seems just about everyone can learn it, so far I do get a tingling and a feeling of slight pleasure in the tailbone, especially a few breaths after the key sound, in fact the key sound seems to make these effects go away. the tingling however i have been able to get for years from other practices. Occassinally my tailbone will pulsate but its hard to tell if its involuntary or if
i am doing it. Nowhere close to an orgasm yet, but i can now definitly feel the difference between the arousal that leads towards ejaculation, and the arousal that I feel in the the anal/tailbone areas which i assume the multiple orgasm feeling origintes. I just cant aeem to amplify this small erotic tinge in the tailbone, but i intuitivly feel that if i could i would get it. I would appreciate any advice if you guys think you can give me some pointers, Thanks!