Thanks Canuck -!!

It was one of the biggest emotional 'blocks' that was keeping me from truly becoming the loving, kind woman i am now.

For the longest time I felt , after being raped- I DIDN'T deserve to be loved...by anyone. I felt so abandoned - by everything ...If God loved me , why did He allow this to happen...Did I say or not say OR DO or not do to encourage this rampage. The mind noise ya know (sad face).

But I am through with that...I have chosen a path of lloving , acceptance , joy.

There are days that the joy knows no bounds and I find that I don't want it to end!! If my 'love' were a beacon of light- no corner, nook or cranny in the world would ever be dark again (kewl huh!!)

With love and joy,

laly