On 12/22/97 2:10:07 AM, tantrabear wrote:

>Society implies sexuality onto
>the individual and it is
>always limiting - whereas if
>the individual decides to step
>outside sexuality and instead
>sees themself as sensual, then
>endless depths open up to
>them. Simply put - sexuality
>always has limits, sensuality
>never does.

I found this a very resonant concept,especially after the past few days, in which I managed to open up to this experience, or at least to something so consistent with what's being described that I quite honestly don't care whether or not it's the "same" thing... in fact, that's one of the things I'm finding so wondrous about this "new" dimension... each time, each sensation is profoundly different from the next, while each is ecstatic to a degree that was only rarely and briefly touched with ejaculation as target, endpoint and "unfortunate" companion to the orgasmic sensations.

I find that I'm experiencing every facet of daily life with far more pleasure, attention and clarity than I can recall, at least since puberty, or perhaps since my first EO.

The limitlessness of the sensation is so incredibly liberating, I'm sure it will take me a very long time to translate this sensation, even crudely, into words.