There is one little thing which might be relevant to add here guys & the credit for this insight should go to my old Chi Kung teacher when I had exactly the same problem.

he explained to me that since I was involved in energy work I was running with more energy than ever before & therefore when I ejaculated I would actually miss it more.

Just a thought for you to chew on but it felt right at the time & since I began ksmo I have had a lot more energy to play with than I ever used to have.

Phil