Kutso

My last session was pleasurable indeed. Not as explosively as the one before that, but somehow that doesn't bother me. I'm just glad that I can relax and be happy with whatever pleasurable feelings that shows up. Doesn't matter if they are really strong or not.

Something I've noticed the last couple of sessions is that the pleasurable feelings seem to shine down my legs. That feels like progress to me.

I had a session just minutes ago. I felt the pleasureable feelings increase, not much, but they did increase a little bit.

But now I just feel like I'm going to explode. I haven't masturbated in a couple of days, and MY GOD, it feels like I'm a ticking time bomb. But at the same time as I feel a HUGE urge to just ejaculate, it also feels pleasurable.

It kinda feels like I'm unable to decide whether I'm just gonna masturbate or just leave it alone. But I think I'm gonna...

Okay, so I had another session today. And I must say that I think I'm starting to get it. I've really started to just be in the moment and appreciate the good feeling I feel in the now. Not striving for more pleasurable feelings but just enjoying the good feelings I feel right at this moment.

And today I think I had the best results so far. I've been testing to every now and then during a session do some spontaneous sounds, and that my friends REALLY work. I've found that often more...

Okay everyone. I'm back trying the KSMO method once again.

There have been various reasons that I've stopped doing the method in the past.
One of the biggest reasons have been that it hasn't been compatible with my sexlife. Cause your not supposed to ejaculate on a KSMO session day, and I just can't say no to sex with my girlfriend, even on a session day.

Now, sadly, me and my girlfriend has broken up. It was she who ended the relationship, and I've been really down...

Today I realized something. I suddenly realized that every time I get only a tiny bit aroused it feels really good. Arousal has never felt that way before.
It was enough seeing a womans nice piece of behind to almost be in heaven.