fruitbat

Hey Jack.. thanks for the poke. I haven't forgotten you guys.. the ony question I have right now is how do I find some more time in my life to fit this in! Right now me and dear husband maybe squeeze in a quicky a couple of times a week... way down from our usual 4-5 times a week... we're just really busy right now. No time even to self soothe...

I'm still in the frame, but until things calm down I can't apply myself to any practice. Hopefully in the next couple of months...

But I guess the fact that something is going on is good. Thanks to Valentine's recommendation of the Orgasmic Diet book I'm finding my libido is coming back (hoorah).. but contrarily my sensitivity is much reduced.. ????*?? Don't know why... neither does the book's author who is bemused...

Anyway have done a bit of practice with the KMSO and I get abdominal contractions and shudders on the outbreath, but no pleasurable feelings and no echo feelings either. My libido is still nothing...

Just starting on my journey with MMO and looking back at my sexual life til now. My sister is a medical sex therapist and I've always had an intense interest in sexual matters -much more than any other woman I've met.. so strange that 2 of us in the same family ended up so interested huh?

Sadly my intellectual interest hasn't really been matched by my physical experience. There have been so many emotional blocks along the way. Recently discovered that my first husband may be gay.....