*smiles...

For a glorious 5 1/2 hours yesterday, just before chat started, I began to experience wave after wave of echo effects.

It began as tingles down my legs and the several flushes of goosebumps breaking out - starting from my legs and spreading from there. Then the energy would cycle up and around my heart- causing some constriction and thus making me gasp slightly. I guess a more apt word would be a stutter. It wasn't painful- not by any means...it was more like an "oh myyy" pleasurable feeling. Then the trembling would begin. This repeated over and over for the next several hours while I was interacting with Jack and Drew in the KSMO chat channel.

A few times as I was typing, my hands or arms would brush my knee caps and that set off a fresh wave of goosebumps and and energy cycling. At no time during this did i make any key sounds or force the energy anywhere or want to bring it to a mind-blowing orgasm(s).

I think the one thought that ran through my mind when the kneecap brush was a realization that "oh my god!!! I never would have thought that body part would be an hot spot (for echos)" . I pause this writing and I am running my hands over the kneecaps-not touching them- but brushing the hairs and WOOOOOOWWW the goosebumps that come -- whew weee!!

As I type this, my body is still humming with residue energy and my mind is saying " come on, let's have some FUNNN!!" It is very tempting to just let go and allow it (my mind) to have its way, but I won't. Why , because it would be WAYY to tempting to want to end it with a traditional orgasm and that's not what I want.

So I offer this advice- You never know what may happen and what body area is a hot zone. Just experiment and enjoy the ride. As Jack and I mentioned in chat, your KSMO journey to re-wiring (or the ultimate orgasm) is NOT a race...


*GOLD NUGGET*

Yesterday at work I was feeling out of sorts, so I was listening to a variety of music to listen to as I worked at my desk. By the afternoon, I still was feeling "blue" so I looked through my music on iTunes and happened to glance at the listing for Reiki. I had forgotten I put it there. I clicked play and for the next few hours I listened to it while working.

Within a matter of minutes I noticed that the right side of my back- right in the middle - a tingling was forming. Then it slid down my back to my legs. I shivered as it went down. This continued for about 20 minutes until the sensations began to grab my attention and I had to pause working- so that I could enjoy these sensations. I began to weep , so I closed my eyes and just breathed in and out- not forcing anything.

I didn't call up anything...didn't make any KS- BECAUSE I was in a public place (not to mention at work).

I was at the aneros site this afternoon and had read a response to "bungles" by Rumel and Mog. It inspired me at that moment so I laid down. The Mrs. went shopping so I got to strongly vocalize in that "sexy way". The zone was upon me and I found this curious shifting of my jaws while my teeth were loosely resting. The next thing I know my shoulder started twithching then I would get this sharp spasm that would arch my back and a twitching and a flopping we went in waves of activity. Sometimes a solar plexus zap and my legs started dancing on the bed. A series of zaps and my whole body would be bucking and flopping. Each one would last 30 seconds to a minute and I went for about and hour before the Mrs. came home. I had been somewhat psychologically dependant on the sensation of my aneros in my practice and had been at a plateau. Today was KSMO all the way baby and I feel relieved in that fact. I had been looking forward to this session ever since Mog had warned to clear the space for this kind of thing. So thanks again to all for the dialouge that keeps giving. This is a personal threshold for me and am so happy that I can share it. Happy trails!!!

Hi!

I'm kepler again.

A month ago I had the best orgasm I've had in all my life. It was very amazing. Well, it seems that during my sessions I can only think in that and this is interferring with the results I obtain.

It is a little frustrating because I have to forget what I'm looking for to find it. Do you remember The neverending story by Michael Ende? There is a part in the book in which the main character has to go through a door. This door is only opened for those who don't want to pass through it. This situation is something similar :)

I think that I have a lot of things to learn yet.

Bye!

As I was in chat yesterday after I got off work, it hit me that my 6th yr. date was only a few days away.

Then as I did some work -- and playing around in the new KSMO test site.... I was reminiscing on my time with KSMO and the progress I've made thus far. The ups & even the downs- the fur-balls I've encountered and even faced many of my fears and overcome most of them. There are a few that I am still managing to work through.

One of those I recently faced with a great sense of dread and apprehension. I am referring to my recent travel to the KSMO workshop held in Canada last month.

To fly alone to a place I've never been and to meet people I've talked with for years but never met face-to-face...it was a HUGE adjustment for me.

Don't get me wrong--it was great...a step outside my comfort zone.

I had a terrific time meeting with Jack and Sky_Walker. I wished I could have spent more time exploring ALL the truly awesome sights.

But that means I just will have to visit again some time in the future :) .

K...I've thought long and hard on just how to write what I experienced at the KSMO workshop this past weekend.

As I mentioned, Jack and I did some dreamwork. With his guidance and support, I went back to my first dream with the Indian Shaman. I am unable to go into full details as to what occurred- only to say that we were able to connect and He was able to talk with me face to face.

As to what I got from this workshop was facing the facts that I felt like I couldn't trust myself...to just let go and feel. The loss of two people in my support group really left me shattered emotionally. I was like "What do I do now?"

I asked the Shaman this when we talked and he mentioned that I must go my own way as must Brother Wolf.

On my flight home, I found myself shedding tears many times. At one point in the last leg of my journey home- I could hear my daughter as she excitedly said-- "look mommy" and outside was a very beautiful view of some clouds shaped like animals. Just hearing the joy in her voice made me smile and more tears to fall.

As requested by Jack, I am relating a light-hearted anecdote that occurred during the early Chat session today.
Every time the phrase 'Talking Stick' arose an animated image of a Disneyesque "Talking Stick" would pop into my inner view screen and say the words "I like to be held" which was right in line with the reframed statement by member 'skippy' to "embrace" oneself. Just a case of my inner child making his presence felt I surmise, but on further review....
I think both aspects of the thought represented deeper longings within my own psyche to reaffirm the satisfaction that warm, human contact is a healthy, needed component in our lives and when the opportunity arises to give or receive a hug we should avail ourselves of that little gift.
"I like to be held" is a very nice thought to retain, thank you 'Talking Stick' for the reminder.

Hi,

I thought maybe you all were wondering how the workshop is progressing, so I thought I'd write a brief note before I head off for more touring today.

Flying in was quite an interesting site to watch as I came in late *nearly midnight)...so some of the views I saw were just breathtaking. I got to see the Cascades Mountains (I'll try and remember to take pictures on my way home).

Meeting Sky_Walker and his wife was a real blessing. I wish to thank Sky for meeting me at the airport and bringing me to the B & B where we both are staying- BUT in separate buildings.

(pausing as the tears flow and a smile on my face appears)

We did some dream work...that was a hard thing for me-- both energetically and emotionally as it dealt with seeing my deceased daughter and my siblings (all whom are in the spirit world). The hard part was describing what I was seeing and feeling out loud.

I'll finish this a bit later .

With Love and Light

As I expected, my diligence of maintaining a blog has failed somewhat. :D

Our story so far:

It's been about 2 years since I started down the road to sexual fulfillment with KSMO. There have been times when I put it on the back burner as other interests took over and the various events that we call life got in the way. Overall though, I've had fairly steady progress.

I can't go on enough about NIPPLES! Never in my life did I realize what these little buggers are capable of! Why oh why didn't I learn about this 20 years ago?! Comparing the sensations to a traditional penile orgasm is like comparing Niagra Falls to a trickle. There is no comparison.

These days, I can get the most glorious feelings from my nipples merely by lightly stroking or even just resting my thumbs on them. I've dragged it out for over an hour. Absolutely incredible. There has also been an increase in sensation in my abdomen and I've experienced a few 'belly-gasms'. Overall, the feelings are at least as, if not more, intense as a regular penile orgasm.

This weekend heralded the most intensely pleasurable feelings I've had since I started this and are what prompted me to write.

They are undoubtedly orgasms. At their most intense, I experienced nipple, chest and belly orgasmic sensations. I have felt an orgasm travel halfway up my spine. There was no 'refractory period' though I felt a period of time inbetween orgasms where I was peacefully content before I was ready for the next. Yesterday morning, with no prompting from me, I was treated to spontaneous pleasure waves that roamed throughout my torso.

I ended the weekend with a vibrating prostate massager and the resultant ejaculation left me shaking and laughing. Laugh-gasms? Probably.

Jack? Thankyouthankyouthankyou!

GOLD NUGGET! - Hour Long Orgasm - Best Orgasm of My Life!

My last post was two months ago. I've been exploring a lot of things and I had bad sessions and good sessions. When I had a bad session I felt bad and I thought I was doing things wrong.

Lately I think I've reached a point in my learning in which some days I have a good session and others I have a better session. No more bad sessions for me in a while :). Maybe my mind has changed unconsciously.

Yesterday I had the best orgasm I've had in all my life. It lasted like an hour or so and it was really incredible. Just before it occurred I felt that my body was an extension of my penis and I felt my entire body was a sexual organ.

I think that this kind of experience is something all the people in the world should have.

I have been thinking about telling some of my closest friends that something so marvelous like this exists, but I think I would feel very vulnerable if I told it to them. On the other hand I would feel very happy if all the people around me could enjoy life like I'm enjoying it thanks to the KSMO.

I hope the best for you all :)

My two sessions today were typical: an hour in bed before getting up and then another hour in the afternoon. During the first I have to remain silent as others are in the house, but in the second I can let myself go to some degree, but not making as much noise as I would like because neighbours are near. And the house, although brick, is not completely soundproof. There have been a few occasions when I’m pretty sure I’ve been overheard.:o

But I would really like to try a couple of sessions in some isolated basement room where I could make as much noise as I like without being restrained by my inhibitions. This is because I find that the intensity of a good orgasm is very much increased if a loud and explosive scream, shout or roar comes to the surface as an irrepressible part of the event. Several utterances in a series sometimes occur and the extent to which these ramp up the sensations is remarkable. This seems to me to be similar in effect to the key sound in the way they amplify the sensations and spread them around the body. Special instants during the orgasmic cycle where these can occur are when the arousal phase gives way to the orgasm and also during the entry into the ride phase.

But I also know that these vocalizations must definitely be spontaneous and compulsive – there’s nothing to be gained by deliberately screaming, hoping to boost intensity. That doesn’t work.

But if I ever get to designing my next dwelling, I shall certainly want a basement room included – no windows, a stout door and fully soundproofed without a catflap (and also a 4-minute caller warning system).

Much progress, sessions are stabilizing on a new frequency. My aneros use has conditioned my perineal muscles and my prostate is activating nicely. This has brought hours of blissful intensity, and often days of echoes. Ksmo is the vibrational matrix that my body dances to. Jin Shin Jyutsu has accelerated my experience most recently, and is an energetic preparation for each session. All in all after 18 mos. of practice, my life is very fulfilled at this level. My sexual activity has increased with the Mrs. and has been more satisfying for both. I can be nothing but excited for what lies ahead. Thanks to this forum, the bar is ever affirmed and set higher, leaving me breathless as to the wonders of Being.

I was reading some material on "Integral Life Practice" Based on much of the work of Ken Wilber. I read this one statement "saying yes to life while remaining aware that all fulfillments will eventually dissolve" As I read this I wondered what Jack and all the veterans might say in regards to these acquired states and there dissolution. It would appear from just my level of experience with this practice, that is anything but the case. Mog and Laly had jusy posted similar sentiments in regards to longevity of intense orgasmic response and the "burden" of overextending beyond say an hour at there level of response. My take on this practice is it pushes the fulfillment statement beyond the physical and into the spritual where the journey never ends. What say you on the dissolution of fulfillment?

Today's post in my Aneros blog. Just as much part of KSMO, the core of my Ecstatic MMO+++ practice!!!

This is the next step, the next plateau in Spiritual Orgasms, IMHO. Since August 2008 and the "Beyond Words..." first major spiritual orgasmic experience, blogged earlier here, I have been able to travel far out and enjoy the ineffable vistas and dissolving into a union with the universe several times. Those words are so poor as to defame the actual scope, grandeur, wonderment, and simply indescribable nature and quality of these experiences. They re-wire you holistically for everything. They are also described as enlightenment. There is such profound integrative meaning there.

The established experiential reference that makes the most sense to me in all this is the Taoist modelling of the bio-energetic forms of energies they have perceived and cultivated for centuries, each of the three main categories being another whole range of sensations and perceptions too: JING(Orgasmic)>>>CHI/QI(Life-Force)>>>SHEN(Spiritual)

The Calm Seas Os described in the Wiki and in threads in the General Discussion by those who spend great quality time there, are themselves a form of spiritual orgasm, IMHO. They are for me, and in them the memories of these higher order trips are all right there, alive, capitvating again, cumulatively. CSOs are also a great launching platform into the more complex spiritual orgasms, like Burt Rutan's "White Knight" launch plane that takes the first successful private spaceship up to about 50,000 feet where it is air launched at that already heady height!

A couple of weeks ago, a fellow Anerosian and I were beginning to chat about his then recent amazing spiritual experience in very preliminary terms. The conversation turned to coaching, and I suddenly was experiencing energies bloom and flow. Soon I was in CSO-like floating bliss with a a Micro-Cosmic Orbit of energies flowing up my spinal chakras around my head and back down the frontal zones of the chakras and then back up again, cycling and cycling. With his coaching, I was soon out into the cosmos and merging energetically there.

A new form of this evolved rapidly as the local field of spacetime energies bundled up into a rope the entered my root chakra, travelled up through my body and exited through my crown chakra out the top of my head. This was overwhelming and was reshaping me and my energetic body in subtle yet complete ways. It brought back memories of Bucky Fuller's "Rope Trick" illustration of the fact that our bodies are entirely different atoms, molecules, material about every seven years as the food-water-air-in/waste-out process regularly proceeds day-in/day-out.

This was a fantastic new experience of the energies merging, unifying, dissolving into oneness with time still apparently part of all. The earlier SOs like this, without the rope trick, had gone timeless as a ket characteristic.

Suddenly, out of nowhere and everywhere, I felt a presence; the presence of another. From that sensing I then suddenly perceived a hovering, generally human-like form just out in front of my body. By then, my body mostly felt like my energetic body being flossed by the universe.

The deep toned sentient energies warmly radiating from this presence melded with my thinking/feeling. The bodyform of the presence in front of me was never flesh-like at all but very warm. It was an energies body, visually apparently compose of tiny blue-glowing light-rods in a geodesic space-frame, yet with overall human body contour surfaces and overall form.

Suddenly the front four or five inches of my body was merged with with the front four or five inches of the body of the presence. The presence's arms and hands were inside my body and moved around caressing my internal organs and other tissues, beginning with my heart and soon my prostate among all the others too.

My arms were outside of us. I just instinctively raised my left arm and lowered on the shoulder and down the back and over the left buttock of the pulsating blue energetic bodyform of the presence. The sensation was warm and smooth, velvet-like, or actually like human skin.

This next is the most difficult part to describe in some ways.

First I need to say that my fellow Anerosian coach and I had been texting through this experience. Like lucid dreaming, it is possible to do this and consciously be in two different "places" at once.

Second, that the "merging with the universe" is in no way a sexual thing in the sense of the details and attention to sex organs and their biological functioning.

Third, I have not had this "presence " experience before, at least since my childhood and early youth; certainly not in or since "Beyond Words...". I have however been reading about it as found in the "God Helmet" experiments of Dr. Michael Persinger at Laurentian University. Zane Blue has on e of these and has been experimenting herself. I intend to purchase one soon and Zane and I have agreed to make ours available to others geographically close enough, or willing to travel. So the scientific phenomenon is one I know well intellectually and had anticipated exploring soon through the helmet system.

Fourth, the day after this experience, my Anerosian coach and I had a great chat putting all this into some perspective, and he revealed that his spiritual orgasmic experience too had been meeting a presence. We both agree that these experiences were not sexual, and even the term spiritual orgasm seems problematic, at least for many, given our Christian cultural framework's language, values and trigger-points.

And yet, I felt the rope of the universe, still energetically coursing powerfully up through my body all through this time, shift to originating from the lower body of the presence. At the same time the embrace/frontal-merging of our bodies engulfed my pelvic basin energies and erection (not typically part of these SOs at the merging stage). The his/her nature of the presence became explicit, unified as it was. All this felt clear and clean and sacred in its pure energetic form.

It felt like that seven-year material transformation cycle compressed and released in an instant of pure universal love. Back down to earth and carrying on with the practicalities and O-zone delights of busy daily life, the memory and physical sensations of being there, in that presence, are right there in my full body/mind always now.

My hope is that all of us here at Aneros and over at KSMO can all journey with these devices and techniques, the "Tantric Training Wheels, as fully as possible into these spiritual energies realms as far as our unique beings are able. This is the west and the east meeting and sharing in astoundingly important ways, IMHO. This is a humbling, rebuilding, enlightening and reflective life-filling experience.

Lately I’ve been asking myself why I haven’t blogged here for some time.

Well, apart from being basically lazy and always on the lookout for work-avoidance opportunities, I have some more excuses:

My current sessions are now producing results that are streets ahead of what they were since I last posted about my KSMO experiences (Notes from the Zone), so much so that I know that it would be difficult to find words for new description of these ever-developing sensations. But even if I could find the words I might put myself at risk of being accused of repetition and, possibly, exaggeration.

I suppose also that I’ve been waiting for some sort of progress plateau so that I could draw a line and summarise a clear level of attainment. But the problem here is that the orgasmic sensations continue to grow relentlessly higher, wider, deeper, longer and more erotically charged in an ever-rising curve that, incredibly, still shows no sign of flattening off. Current sessions produce tooth-popping total-body orgasms and mind-numbing erotic sensations that far exceed in power and duration any previous lifetime experience. And they are still getting better all the time - daily! This would defy my belief if it were not actually happening.

But I suppose a major factor is that, now having the ability to engage in unlimited sequences of huge orgasms any time, night or day, they, like eating and drinking, become a normal feature of one’s daily life. That being so, there is less compulsion to write about everyday events however extraordinary they might be. (I wonder to myself if that could be the reason why many KSMO veterans seem to drop out of the forum).

However, I think I owe it to Jack himself, and everyone else who might be pursuing this extraordinary life-enhancing project to make some effort to resume my blogging.