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laly's Liberation-journey to emotional freedom
Hi...not sure what am about to post qualifies for KSMO...but it does fall into context of my journey to emotional freedom ...
I have been working on releasing hold on loved ones whom (who??) are no longer walking the physical world...there was one last set of physical holdings (ashes) that I had been holding onto for many years...just couldn't find the courage to release my dog's ashes...that is until today.
I'll admit it was not the easiest thing for me to do...but I couldn't ask for a more beautiful day...bright clear blue sky... not too hot...a picture perfect day....the closer I got to place I wanted to release them...the more the tears started to come.
I will miss seeing them in the house...but in my heart I knew it was best to release their spirits and allow them to run and play and be happy ... I hold in my heart that will be playing with my best friend and sister in heart Kris whom passed away in 1998. That alone brings me comfort and a smile in remembering all the times she threw balls and generally loved them.
As I type all this - the tears just keep flowing ... a cleansing for me....Although they are gone from my physical view -- i know my dogs will truly never be far from my heart and memories.
It is the same with the Forum here...you all are never far from my heart.
With much love and lil sorrow feelings...I bid you all a lovely day ... hugs
I have been working on releasing hold on loved ones whom (who??) are no longer walking the physical world...there was one last set of physical holdings (ashes) that I had been holding onto for many years...just couldn't find the courage to release my dog's ashes...that is until today.
I'll admit it was not the easiest thing for me to do...but I couldn't ask for a more beautiful day...bright clear blue sky... not too hot...a picture perfect day....the closer I got to place I wanted to release them...the more the tears started to come.
I will miss seeing them in the house...but in my heart I knew it was best to release their spirits and allow them to run and play and be happy ... I hold in my heart that will be playing with my best friend and sister in heart Kris whom passed away in 1998. That alone brings me comfort and a smile in remembering all the times she threw balls and generally loved them.
As I type all this - the tears just keep flowing ... a cleansing for me....Although they are gone from my physical view -- i know my dogs will truly never be far from my heart and memories.
It is the same with the Forum here...you all are never far from my heart.
With much love and lil sorrow feelings...I bid you all a lovely day ... hugs
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Laly thanks for sharing this very important transition in your life Adventure. I can certainly relate as our sweet kitty of 14 years passed away not long ago.
I one of those people who gets it that animals are people too! That is, they have a spirit, a soul, feelings, an entire emotional life, and pets to me are family members. We've shared love, affection, mutual comforting, all of it! To me their passing is just as intense as a beloved human, and thus the ritual of release that you described is very meaningful, and likewise important for you. Paradoxically, by releasing their ashes back to Mother Earth, back to the Flow of Life, it seems that their spirit can more easily dwell within us. And oh yes, these kinds of feelings are very appropriate for Blogs here in my opinion, as we share some of our emotional life by doing so, and that further connects our community. Wishing you all the best, and thanks for the help! Jack |
 
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