The journey continues ...
Posted 2nd January 2008 at 11:15 by Justn_Otherguy
Session #8 wasn't very remarkable, but I put that down mostly to the fact that my mind wasn't quite on it. In the future I will try to set aside "me time" and fully immerse myself in the experience.
One part of this journey I think I've neglected to examine is my emotional state. I feel happier. It's possibly just my imagination, but I also feel things more acutely. Maybe a better way of putting it is that I'm allowing myself to feel things instead of keeping my emotions toned down and under control. Even something like watching the sad part of a movie and allowing tears to flow.
I had a very difficult time this morning doing my Chakra Balance meditation. My mind kept wandering. I try to do these meditations in the morning just before I get up so I don't know if that has something to do with it, or if these are just furballs that I haven't discovered the source of.
One part of this journey I think I've neglected to examine is my emotional state. I feel happier. It's possibly just my imagination, but I also feel things more acutely. Maybe a better way of putting it is that I'm allowing myself to feel things instead of keeping my emotions toned down and under control. Even something like watching the sad part of a movie and allowing tears to flow.
I had a very difficult time this morning doing my Chakra Balance meditation. My mind kept wandering. I try to do these meditations in the morning just before I get up so I don't know if that has something to do with it, or if these are just furballs that I haven't discovered the source of.
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I did it again. Just sitting in my chair practicing the Key Sound and it turned into Session #9. I began some nipple stim about halfway through and without really forcing it, allowed some louder KS. I felt a strong tingling and mild pleasure waves in my abdomen all the way down to my knees. I can still feel some tingling as I write this. This was at least as good as my last best session.
I wanted to go longer, but unfortunately I need to leave for work soon. These successes are making me very curious about my body's recovery time and "learning pace." I was intending for today to be a rest day but once again I've been very pleasantly surprised by my body's reaction.Posted 2nd January 2008 at 12:21 by Justn_Otherguy
