Laly's Liberation-journey to emotional freedom

K Jack...some good news to share today.

I think my grandpa finally "got the hint" that I didn't want hugs from him anymore - since he never even tried to do that today.

He sat in chair next to mine - and for once -- I never flinched, showed any fear ... a HUGE step forward in courage for me !!! We even talked a little about my next trip to MI .

On another issue...I got to hold n play with/feed my great-nephew , who's just starting to cut his first tooth. He didnt like his pacifier , kept spitting it out. He seemed to like my index finger though ...kept putting it and "gumming" it to death. I just had this huge grin on my face and so much love flowing. He has a lil cough and congestion, so I was running some healing energy to him most of the afternoon.

Feeding him...that was a learning experience as I found out he like to lay with his head near the heart so he can hear that (i think). Soon he drifted off to sleep...not for long (as you might well know [or not] infants rarely sleep for a long time frame) i laid down on the couch with him stretched out across my chest- holding the bottle while he finished it off.

For me...I am taking this as a sign that I am ready to move on...have let go of the past (fears and all).

wipes tears...so for me-- am thankful for so many things and people and most of all for myself in not giving up - for being who I am.

So to my KSMO family- I hope you all had/have a GREAT Thanksgiving .

HUGS

with love n joy