Rumel's Rumination's - 09
Posted 23rd October 2008 at 18:38 by rumel
Today’s session, my first in a week, was my best so far 
, during the warm-up relaxation induction with ‘Alana’ I soon felt a very low level, low frequency vibration/hum occurring in the soles of my feet that gradually became limited to my right big toe, how funny is that? This sensation continued to gradually fade and re-emerge throughout the hour long session. In the first third of the KS practice portion after a few echo effects emerged, I kind of saw myself like a Christmas tree, with different strings of lights wrapped all around, only one string however had any electricity to it and those lights when they twinkled were very, very dim, as I was experiencing these random location tingles and mini-spasms over my body. I think this is a metaphor telling me when the circuits are cleared and everything is fully plugged in, I am going to light-up in a rather spectacular fashion, that is certainly something to look forward to. Toward the end of the KS portion, I definitely got a couple of orgasmic anal/pc contractions after one particularly good vibratory KS, it brought a smile to my face 
as I said ‘thank you’ to the fawn for nudging me in the crotch like that. She was definitely poking her soft nose into my body today, it brings a bliss tear recalling it as I type this. Later, in the warm down period, I experienced an uncomfortable sensation 
, perhaps someone can help explain this, I suspect it is another fur ball about to emerge. As best as I can describe, this is what occurred. I again experienced the effect of my inner mind space expanding outward, only today the background color was a pretty uniform deep bluish black. About ten seconds into this altered state, I perceived an external pressure like a finger poking me in the third eye area of my expanded forehead area, shortly thereafter I also started to feel an ache (like a headache) near the left temple area of my expanded mind space. Perhaps someone more familiar with these kinds of energy flows can explain this phenomenon to me. As I type this the pressure now occurs more to my right temple area as my mind space has contracted back to normal (within my scull). I am very curious if this has any particular significance.
, during the warm-up relaxation induction with ‘Alana’ I soon felt a very low level, low frequency vibration/hum occurring in the soles of my feet that gradually became limited to my right big toe, how funny is that? This sensation continued to gradually fade and re-emerge throughout the hour long session. In the first third of the KS practice portion after a few echo effects emerged, I kind of saw myself like a Christmas tree, with different strings of lights wrapped all around, only one string however had any electricity to it and those lights when they twinkled were very, very dim, as I was experiencing these random location tingles and mini-spasms over my body. I think this is a metaphor telling me when the circuits are cleared and everything is fully plugged in, I am going to light-up in a rather spectacular fashion, that is certainly something to look forward to. Toward the end of the KS portion, I definitely got a couple of orgasmic anal/pc contractions after one particularly good vibratory KS, it brought a smile to my face as I said ‘thank you’ to the fawn for nudging me in the crotch like that. She was definitely poking her soft nose into my body today, it brings a bliss tear recalling it as I type this. Later, in the warm down period, I experienced an uncomfortable sensation , perhaps someone can help explain this, I suspect it is another fur ball about to emerge. As best as I can describe, this is what occurred. I again experienced the effect of my inner mind space expanding outward, only today the background color was a pretty uniform deep bluish black. About ten seconds into this altered state, I perceived an external pressure like a finger poking me in the third eye area of my expanded forehead area, shortly thereafter I also started to feel an ache (like a headache) near the left temple area of my expanded mind space. Perhaps someone more familiar with these kinds of energy flows can explain this phenomenon to me. As I type this the pressure now occurs more to my right temple area as my mind space has contracted back to normal (within my scull). I am very curious if this has any particular significance. 
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Hi rumel!
Again I think you are progressing well!
First re: big toe concentration; heck of a lot better thaa an attack of gout, eh! (I do have gout occasionally
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Love the Christmas Tree! Sounds like an early Mitochondrial-O shaping up to me... but no expectations, just go with whatever flows.
The mind expansion sounds like Crown Chakra and beyond phenomena. We use The Whole You: Healing and Transformation through Energy Awareness by Tanis Day PhD as our reference/atlas of subtle energy mapping. In addition, I have had literal mind expansion experiences too and find Rupert Sheldrake's The Sense of Being Stared At and other writing on this subject by him helpful.
The experience you describe may be another furball starting to emerge, or it may be the sensation of arriving at the brink and first glimpsing the vast new view of things...
Onward, inward/outward...
all the best
artform
as we rewire
we are all reconnected
PS. Thanks for the great edit/addition suggestion at the Glossary! I will add it soon.
afPosted 27th October 2008 at 15:56 by artform
