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laly's Liberation-journey to emotional freedom
Posted 18th October 2008 at 20:26 by Laly
I find myself in a somewhat unfamiliar area regarding KSMO. I had lost interesting all together in wanting to orgasm...for the pleasure, the magnificence of the awing feelings it aroused in me.
In fact I am coming to realize may be regressing back to when I first chose KSMO and that was to overcome the feeling of "needing" to orgasm/have sex in order to sleep - avoid nightmares. Once I realized or became aware of what I was doing , I stepped back and really berated myself something fiercely.
Do I 'miss' practicing...to be honest - the answer is a resounding no. I never joined KSMO to learn about how to have a better sex life. (begins to cry)
It was to learn what a healthy "regular" sex life was supposed to be like.
I feel KSMO was/is more of a springboard for me--my journey has taken me to a higher plane -- beyond the metaphysical world- to an level of spiritual awareness that has me both astounded and perplexed at the same time.
I am in a world of constant amazement in the fact of the growth and bounds I've achieved- yet at the same time anxious and frustrated too when it seems like I have stalled or at a stand still. wanting to "make" something happen.
Not even with my beginning of KSMO did i ever feel the "need" to want to make orgasms happen.
*lets out pent up breath and sighs
such a dilemma...only one person whom can overcome this... and that is me.
In fact I am coming to realize may be regressing back to when I first chose KSMO and that was to overcome the feeling of "needing" to orgasm/have sex in order to sleep - avoid nightmares. Once I realized or became aware of what I was doing , I stepped back and really berated myself something fiercely.
Do I 'miss' practicing...to be honest - the answer is a resounding no. I never joined KSMO to learn about how to have a better sex life. (begins to cry)
It was to learn what a healthy "regular" sex life was supposed to be like.
I feel KSMO was/is more of a springboard for me--my journey has taken me to a higher plane -- beyond the metaphysical world- to an level of spiritual awareness that has me both astounded and perplexed at the same time.
I am in a world of constant amazement in the fact of the growth and bounds I've achieved- yet at the same time anxious and frustrated too when it seems like I have stalled or at a stand still. wanting to "make" something happen.
Not even with my beginning of KSMO did i ever feel the "need" to want to make orgasms happen.
*lets out pent up breath and sighs
such a dilemma...only one person whom can overcome this... and that is me.
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Log, Butterfly or River?A butterfly alights upon a log floating in a river; the butterfly looks at the water beside the log which seems to be standing as still as the log, the butterfly hears the river singing its own name, louder with each passing moment, "Niagra". You can be the log, you can be the butterfly, you can be the river, it is your choice!
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Updated 21st October 2008 at 08:20 by rumel (claification) |
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I have to choose one?? Why can I not be all three??
I hope I clarified myself in chat regarding how I felt after the about blog post Rumel. Being an energy sensitive- and what I shared in chat...how quickly the echo effects can arise -- and without any "prompting" on my part. It never ceases to amaze me at the, not the sexual pleasure, but the honest open hearted all over energy FBO (full body orgasms). I have never before experienced all three at one time. I am flustered that it happened during chat tho- aloth not embarrassed. If it were in my "power" to grant-I would wish it that all felt the sheer joy and love that comes with my orgasms. |
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Laly,
Of course you can be all three, just not simultaneously, we always have to make choices!  IF you had the “power” you stated you would be an omnipotent loving goddess and then you are faced with the conundrum of acting and taking away others choices or not acting so they can make their own choices. Interesting, Yes?  |
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Updated 22nd October 2008 at 01:47 by rumel (correction) |
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