Experimenting

I don't have a lot to report, but thought I'd drop in to blog my most recent developments...

Have used Jack's service for the coaching of the KS. I have incoporated Jack's advice.

Interestingly this has made the sound much quieter, as if there is someone in the next room who I don't want to hear it.

The other thing (and this is hard to explain) is that I am trying to open up my horizons to sex in a more general way. Like I said it is difficult to get into but I am simply trying to step out of some of my mental shackles towards myself and sex.

This is more of a feeling than an exact science. I guess I am simply trying to cultivate a positive, even excited attitude toward feeling "horny". Experiment more, have fun, accept what turns me on more. Not worry so much about guidelines and what works for others etc.

At the moment I am combining this (at times) with my improved Key Sound. And just then I experienced some good/excited feelings in my stomach about my own "horniness" and also had strong, pleasurable contractions in my stomach that made me bounce up and down on the bed Which was a pleasant surprise

I am not sure where all this will lead. Perhaps to full blown MOs. Perhaps not? I'm not sure. But hopefully a more relaxed, open and excited attitude to my own sexuality.

Mariachi.