My first blog
Posted 30th June 2008 at 03:39 by Ageless
Hello fellow travelers. I am what is called I believe a Newbie. This is my first blog – ever. Sort of scaring. Am I saying too much, or too little? If anyone has any questions or wants to make any suggestions, please do so.
I did my first KS session on about June14th. Before I share my progress, let me share some of my background as it will undoubtedly have an influence on my progress..
To start with, I am 79 years old. This is one reason I picked the name of Ageless. How far I can go because of my age remains to be experienced. I am physically active, and am generally in good health. I meditate (mindful meditation) almost daily and thus am aware of my body’s feelings and sensations – and its “dead” areas. And about 30 years ago while at a workshop at Esalen Institute, I experienced about 5 minutes of intense orgasmic pleasure throughout my body. Every step I took was like my whole body was experiencing another orgasm. There was, however, no pulsating “orgasm.”
The blocks I will be up against include the fact that sex or sexual feelings in my family was a no no. I had little contact with my mother – and touch from her was experienced as pain. To complicate matters, I was sexually used by my father when I was about three. He would touch my genitals and masturbate himself. And when I was about seven, I was sexually molested and used by another man in just about every way -- over several weekends. The end result of these and other negative sexual experiences was that I just about completely shut down sexually. I could reach an orgasm OK when I masturbated, but there was little pleasure with it. If any one of you has had similar sexual abuse experiences, you will know what I am talking about. Although I have worked hard toward overcoming these experiences, the damage is still there and probably will always be there.
Despite all the above, I am impressed with what I have experienced so far. My nipples are my “hot spot.” They are very sensitive most of the time. During my first KS session, I was aware of energy in my lower back. I experienced it as a warm glow. Since then, this glow has intensified and appears to also be in areas higher up my back – like in the third Chakra area. I am also now aware of mild energy “above” my testicles during KS sessions. Last Monday, I experienced what can best be called tingling in my penis shaft. No sexual arousal however.
A day after my second KS session, I was driving my car when I experienced what might be called an echo. I felt a wave of pleasurable energy travel up my penis shaft. Just one, but it was something new for me. Another surprise came when after about 4 KS sessions, I decided to masturbate. It has never felt so good. Energy was flowing and I could also feel it in my lower back (probably 1st and 2nd Chakras).
Early last week I had another echo surprise. While fixing breakfast, the upper part of my body suddenly felt sexual pleasure – to the point that I almost immediately had an erection – or at least a good start on one. It was only for a brief time (30 seconds or so)
And last week (Thursday and Friday) I woke up experiencing the same sexual pleasure in my upper body. It’s not being felt, however, in my genital area. I have tried saying my KS sound but that does not seem to help. Any suggestions anyone on this one?
And last week I was on a 75 mile trip with my I-pod plugged in. I didn’t realize Jack’s introduction to KS sounds (part 3 – discussion) was still on my I-pod. It was great listening to it until I realized I was being affected. My Parasympathetic system was being activated. I could feel goose bumps when he demonstrated the sound – and my lower back and genitals where being excited. Realizing this was not the time to have an orgasm, or even feel pleasure, I reluctantly turned to the next song. Damn.
Yesterday, during my KS session, I became aware of some muscle or group of muscles in my groin area (just above my pubic hair area and my anal muscle) were “twitching.” I have no idea what this was all about. I just tried to relax and let it happen.
How how far I can go remains to be seen. Will I reach the point where I will start to have multiple or even a single orgasm? Only time will tell.
I will keep you posted. And thanks for letting me share.
I did my first KS session on about June14th. Before I share my progress, let me share some of my background as it will undoubtedly have an influence on my progress..
To start with, I am 79 years old. This is one reason I picked the name of Ageless. How far I can go because of my age remains to be experienced. I am physically active, and am generally in good health. I meditate (mindful meditation) almost daily and thus am aware of my body’s feelings and sensations – and its “dead” areas. And about 30 years ago while at a workshop at Esalen Institute, I experienced about 5 minutes of intense orgasmic pleasure throughout my body. Every step I took was like my whole body was experiencing another orgasm. There was, however, no pulsating “orgasm.”
The blocks I will be up against include the fact that sex or sexual feelings in my family was a no no. I had little contact with my mother – and touch from her was experienced as pain. To complicate matters, I was sexually used by my father when I was about three. He would touch my genitals and masturbate himself. And when I was about seven, I was sexually molested and used by another man in just about every way -- over several weekends. The end result of these and other negative sexual experiences was that I just about completely shut down sexually. I could reach an orgasm OK when I masturbated, but there was little pleasure with it. If any one of you has had similar sexual abuse experiences, you will know what I am talking about. Although I have worked hard toward overcoming these experiences, the damage is still there and probably will always be there.
Despite all the above, I am impressed with what I have experienced so far. My nipples are my “hot spot.” They are very sensitive most of the time. During my first KS session, I was aware of energy in my lower back. I experienced it as a warm glow. Since then, this glow has intensified and appears to also be in areas higher up my back – like in the third Chakra area. I am also now aware of mild energy “above” my testicles during KS sessions. Last Monday, I experienced what can best be called tingling in my penis shaft. No sexual arousal however.
A day after my second KS session, I was driving my car when I experienced what might be called an echo. I felt a wave of pleasurable energy travel up my penis shaft. Just one, but it was something new for me. Another surprise came when after about 4 KS sessions, I decided to masturbate. It has never felt so good. Energy was flowing and I could also feel it in my lower back (probably 1st and 2nd Chakras).
Early last week I had another echo surprise. While fixing breakfast, the upper part of my body suddenly felt sexual pleasure – to the point that I almost immediately had an erection – or at least a good start on one. It was only for a brief time (30 seconds or so)
And last week (Thursday and Friday) I woke up experiencing the same sexual pleasure in my upper body. It’s not being felt, however, in my genital area. I have tried saying my KS sound but that does not seem to help. Any suggestions anyone on this one?
And last week I was on a 75 mile trip with my I-pod plugged in. I didn’t realize Jack’s introduction to KS sounds (part 3 – discussion) was still on my I-pod. It was great listening to it until I realized I was being affected. My Parasympathetic system was being activated. I could feel goose bumps when he demonstrated the sound – and my lower back and genitals where being excited. Realizing this was not the time to have an orgasm, or even feel pleasure, I reluctantly turned to the next song. Damn.
Yesterday, during my KS session, I became aware of some muscle or group of muscles in my groin area (just above my pubic hair area and my anal muscle) were “twitching.” I have no idea what this was all about. I just tried to relax and let it happen.
How how far I can go remains to be seen. Will I reach the point where I will start to have multiple or even a single orgasm? Only time will tell.
I will keep you posted. And thanks for letting me share.
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>How how far I can go remains to be seen. Will I reach the point where I will start to have multiple or even a single orgasm? Only time will tell.<
Hi young fella! An interesting first blog! I thought I was the oldest denizen of this forum (77). I've been practising the KSMO for nearly four years, have become fully multi-orgasmic and am still discovering new and exciting landscapes. Age seems to be irrelevant to achieving the KSMO's full benefit. Although it's possible to get very quick results, and these are so encouraging when they happen, you might not get ready access to the stratosphere just yet. But you seem to have made a very promising start with such valuable evidence of the commencement of your re-wiring process. The rest of your journey, if anything like mine, will provide you with sustained progress and with steadily increasing levels of orgasmic intensity. Good luck and keep blogging!  Mog |
 
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Thanks Mog for your words of encouragement. I figure I have nothing to loose and a whole lot to gain. And I will keep Blogging.
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See also Chat hosted by Jack on 20080712See also Chat hosted by Jack on 20080712
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Recent Blog Entries by Ageless
- Progress report blog #4 (20th July 2008)
- Addition to previous blog (14th July 2008)
- First orgasm? (14th July 2008)
- Progress report #2 (12th July 2008)
- My first blog (30th June 2008)
