laly's Liberation-journey to emotional freedom

Gold Nugget - Spontaneous female multiple orgasm - no stimulation whatsoever - Spontaneous Orgasms - Spontaneous Multiple Orgasms - Female - Spontaneous Female Multiple Orgasms - Female Adept Laly

Hi ....the new things appearing and am feeling just isn't ending...last sunday decided to do a KS practice mid afternoon even though I wasn't 'feeling' an urge to do so--well like I normally would get before-- my first journey with KSMO.
I am going to share with you my 2nd part of of Sunday ...
3:50:47 PM me: see if any echos occer in between now n later
3:50:53 PM me: occur
3:51:11 PM me: ttyl :*
3:51:41 PM * : k
5:38:20 PM me: k back
5:40:58 PM * : k
5:41:22 PM me: feeling very 'aroused'
5:43:56 PM me: am "wanting" to explore all over
5:44:15 PM me: the 'need' to be touched
5:45:46 PM me: pleasured, loved, revered
5:47:14 PM me: a 'true' alien concept for me
5:49:03 PM me: am crying
5:50:27 PM me: hate that I am-- but listening to you from earlier and just following it along
5:50:30 PM me: see what happens
5:52:09 PM * : ;-)
5:52:51 PM me: not easy as I am eating
5:53:57 PM me: the urge to touch and explore is very strong
5:57:23 PM me: just walking-- the 'friction" between legs _ OMG
5:57:36 PM me: sending echos like crazy
5:57:46 PM me: am shaking
5:57:49 PM me: shuddering
5:58:19 PM me: am laughing
5:58:57 PM me: gasping for air
5:59:11 PM me: rubbing right foot along capret
5:59:29 PM me: whimpering
6:00:13 PM me: cant sit still
6:00:23 PM me: heart is racing
6:00:31 PM me: breathing - ragged
6:01:39 PM me: as energy runs along shoulders and arms-- i cry more
6:02:05 PM me: sense of taste is heightened
6:02:31 PM me: i think hearing too ,
6:03:19 PM me: here comes another wave
6:03:26 PM me: *shudders yet again
6:04:07 PM me: ooooh my goddd
6:04:42 PM me: unable to speak-
6:04:56 PM me: can feel energy go up throat and through brain
6:05:27 PM me: then bursts and flows back down spin and neck
6:05:29 PM me: spine
6:08:22 PM me: hands tingling
6:09:25 PM me:
6:10:18 PM me: *exhales softly
6:11:24 PM me: loving the peach yogurt
6:11:42 PM me: am purring
6:12:59 PM me: urge to 'finish' off with manual release is still there
6:14:41 PM me: not going to though
6:19:07 PM me: wow
6:19:20 PM me: *smiling
6:23:16 PM me: would be my fondest wish- if it were mine to grant
6:23:27 PM me: that you experience this wonder
6:23:42 PM * : awww
6:24:29 PM me: mere words can not describe the energy as it flows thru my throat then up the brain
6:25:01 PM * : < is not letting that happen fully
6:25:29 PM me: ok
6:26:16 PM me: knowing you were 'nearby" , I was able to 'surrender' to it
6:26:30 PM * : Oh!!
6:27:20 PM me: still feeling the after effects
6:27:28 PM me: am yet again weeping
6:28:04 PM me: the anal and genital muscles clenching and unclenching rapidly
6:28:12 PM me: pulsing
6:28:20 PM * : niceee
6:28:56 PM me: sending out shudders throughout
6:29:04 PM me: waves of pleasure
6:29:57 PM me: tis an ache unlike i've never experienced before
6:31:11 PM me: if i were to caress certain areas
6:31:27 PM me: would probably sail higher into orgasmic bliss
6:32:48 PM me: ooooooooo
6:33:17 PM me: lightly caressed breasts
6:33:21 PM me: MMMANNN o man
6:33:27 PM me: shuddering SOOOO hard
6:33:38 PM me: gasping for breath
6:33:59 PM me: body is shaking
6:35:15 PM me: drinking water-- feel dehydrated
6:35:25 PM me: can't seem to quench it
6:39:55 PM me: lol-- could barely walk downstairs
6:41:02 PM me: best way I can describe this is
6:41:12 PM me: when you first step into bathub
6:41:27 PM me: the hot water- is like "OOH" hot hot
6:41:41 PM me: then you sink fully in -- is like OOH yeah
6:41:51 PM me: and water comes up higher
6:42:18 PM me: engaging full senses
6:44:00 PM me: to me taking a bath is like being back in the uterus-- amniotic fluid -
6:44:46 PM me: i push on the top of water to create waves
6:45:08 PM me: and close eyes and feel the waves as the come back
6:45:32 PM me: the rose or lilac bubble bath - allowing me to engage sense of smell
6:46:14 PM me: can be a VERY sensual experience-- bathing
6:46:38 PM me: allow the mind to drift-- be free
6:46:42 PM * : I guess
6:47:05 PM me: you asked me awhile back-- why i bought bubble bath
6:47:40 PM me: i couldnt answer that then, I am doing so know
6:48:19 PM me: now
6:49:06 PM me: i think it can be the same for men
6:49:57 PM me: i dont mean with flower-y smelling bath stuff tho
6:50:13 PM me: but experimenting with vanilla, camomile, lavendar
6:50:14 PM * : Thank God!
6:50:45 PM me: <is laughing
6:50:51 PM me: i knew you'd say that
6:51:26 PM me: that's why I thougt i'd offer that tangerine bath soap wash
6:52:03 PM me: I use it--is not very strong smelling
6:52:09 PM me: but does engage the senses
6:52:18 PM me: brings joy to my heart
6:53:27 PM me: have been exploring ways to enjoy simple things
6:53:34 PM me: finding love or pleasure in them
6:55:05 PM me: simple joys
6:56:04 PM me: ooops, yawning now
7:21:48 PM me: OOHHH wow
7:22:49 PM me: most wonderous orgasm ever

The 1st attempt at practice I didn't 'feel' like anything was happening so I stopped doing KS - just couldn't relax enough. I didn't get frustrated- just took it as sign body wasn't ready at that time and went on.

I say this as some may experience what I just described and feel anxious, frustrated, or even anger in 'the nothing is happening'. All I can say/advise is that you CAN NOT MAKE this happen. Only in allowing feelings to come themselves will the pleasure feelings arise- or awaken.

This is the first time I felt like needing to be held , to share what I was feeling with someone, to look into my lover's eyes and see the love reflected back.

OK. off for a nice relaxing bath and soft music...am off to Drew's for another Family Constellation this weekend.

Love and Light to all