A month in... nothing much good to report...
Posted 14th March 2008 at 16:01 by fruitbat
But I guess the fact that something is going on is good. Thanks to Valentine's recommendation of the Orgasmic Diet book I'm finding my libido is coming back (hoorah).. but contrarily my sensitivity is much reduced.. ????*?? Don't know why... neither does the book's author who is bemused...
Anyway have done a bit of practice with the KMSO and I get abdominal contractions and shudders on the outbreath, but no pleasurable feelings and no echo feelings either. My libido is still nothing like it used to be - so maybe things will come with time.
Finding a lot of anger and boredom and rather negative feelings coming up when I practice - but will try to just sit with those and hopefully they will pass.
It's early days... and life is long
Anyway have done a bit of practice with the KMSO and I get abdominal contractions and shudders on the outbreath, but no pleasurable feelings and no echo feelings either. My libido is still nothing like it used to be - so maybe things will come with time.
Finding a lot of anger and boredom and rather negative feelings coming up when I practice - but will try to just sit with those and hopefully they will pass.
It's early days... and life is long
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Hey Fruitbat, nice to hear from you again!
Actually, if you are getting spontaneous abdominal contractions and shudders on the outbreath, those are precisely Echo Effects™! What seems to be hangin' you up at this point is an understandable tendency - very very common in early days of practice - to negatively frame and thus emotionally discount the actual appearance of Echo Effects™! As for libido, that seems like something that may need to be addressed medically and in terms of nutrition, as well as with some professional counseling assistance. Also, please send me an email telling me the city you live in for possible referral to a properly trained sexuality counselor who might help you and your sweetie heal some of the emotional furballs that still persist. It is Protocol to get proper, professional help to heal these wounds, griefs, etc., rather than to expect KSMO practice to resolve them. I encourage both of you to get the professional assistance you both deserve to heal the wounds, to make more emotional room for the further blossoming of the Echo Effects™ that you are indeed already beginning to experience! Wishing you both all the very best! Jack |
 
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Come back, come back wherever you are!
There are a number of Adepts here ready to help you! And come to the chats to ask every possible question you can think of get them answered! All the best, Jack |
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