Vocalizations

4/14/2007

It's been about a month and a half since my last post and I have made some progress, so I thought I'd get caught up.

Waking up to pleasure waves

I had an early morning session the other day. Usually I have them late in the evening, so this was a first for me. I had a difficult time making the key sound correctly. It sounded strained and not breathy. Perhaps I wasn’t quite awake yet or my throat was too dry, who knows. I still had a few pelvic contractions but it wasn’t a very satisfying session. Later that day, I woke up from a nap and felt some gentle waves of pleasure running from my pelvis down to my legs. That was a nice experience to wake up to!

Vocalizations

On a subsequent day, I had a session during a lunch break. I felt some anticipation and excitement about the session since I hadn’t ejaculated in several days. During those days, I masturbated and edged but did not ejaculate. At the start of the session, I made just two key sounds and then my pelvis starting contracting. That went on for several minutes. Once or twice it stopped and I felt some minor full body tingling but it didn’t last long. Later in the session, when the contractions started back up again, I started making these vocalizations. It sounded like "HAAA" on each exhale. Sometimes they would carry through a contraction so that they sounded choppy, much like when you were a kid and you make a steady sound and beat your chest to sound like a helicopter. Sometimes it got pretty loud, almost to the point of shouting. This has happened a few times before, but not for this length of time.

I listened to the step by step CD again last night. I haven’t done that in a long time. What I picked up on this time was how to incorporate the key sound while masturbating. I know this is different from the current protocol of using a single touch, but I thought I’d give this older version a try. I also picked up on the notion that the echo effects are orgasms but just on a very small level. I guess I had forgotten that little tidbit. It’s amazing what you can learn after practicing KSMO for a while by going back and listening to the CDs.

What intrigued me about actively stimulating myself while using the key sound was the possibility of ramping up arousal by using stimulation. I knew better than to provide constant stimulation, but I was curious whether providing more stimulation than I had in the past might help some.

After lubricating my penis, scrotum, and perineum, I just laid there on my back with my knees bent. I also had a pillow just under my shoulders to lift them up a little. My usual position is on my right side so this is different for me. After relaxing a little while with no stimulation I started making the key sound. As usual, after only a few of them, I felt some tingly echo effects. After a few more key sounds, I started stimulating my penis and perineum and each time I felt a pleasurable tingling sensation, I would make the key sound. I would then stop the stimulation and wait a few moments to see if I would feel any additional and/or stronger echo effects. It was a mixed bag of results. Sometimes I would feel some echo effects, but not stronger, other times I wouldn’t feel anything. Usually by the time I had paused for 3 or 4 breaths, I would lose my erection and have to start all over again. After a few rounds of this, I thought I would keep the stimulation going and make the key sound at the same time. When doing this, the key sound was not smooth and breathy. Instead it sounded strained with not much of a rolling quality to it.

Evidently though, I was making enough of the key sound for my body to start contracting. And, as in the previous session, I started making these vocalizations on each exhale. I ended up stopping all stimulation and just went along for the ride. During the vocalizations, the rapid body contractions stopped, but on each exhale, there would be a pelvic contraction, though not very strong. Sometimes the vocalizations would get very loud where I was shouting. After a while, they started to become softer and they were transformed into a moaning sound. My belly fully expanded with each exhale on it's own. If not for feeling my abdominal muscles push out, I wouldn't have noticed it. That went on for several minutes. A few times during this, I just smiled and laughed – my body seemed to be on autopilot on some level, yet I was still in control on a different level. During this moaning phase, I was on the lookout for any echo effects and I did feel some tingling in my lower legs, around my feet, and on occasion, in my genital area, but it wasn’t anything intense. When the moaning finally stopped, I felt my usual waves of full body tingling, but these were more intense and longer lasting than before. I had noticed that my hand was resting on my penis and so I tried removing it to see what effect that would have. The tingling sensation subsided somewhat so I put my hand back, again just resting it on my penis, and to my surprise, the tingling intensified slightly, but not to the level it was at before. After the tingling faded away, I got ready for bed. I felt very energized yet relaxed. Before getting into bed, I was aware of a light tingling sensation all over my body but it was just barely noticeable. I guess I was still buzzing from the session. After getting into bed I was still able to fall asleep rather quickly.

I don’t think the stimulation of my penis had anything to do with my results this time. If anything, it seemed to be distracting. This is also what I’ve noticed when using a single touch. Early on I stopped using any stimulation whatsoever and just concentrated on making the key sound and waiting for the echo effects. But experimentation can be a good thing. It adds variety and mixes things up a little bit.

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