Today was a weird day.

At lunch time came home to do my KSMO session... during the session I had weird images come into my head that were not erotic. During the session had nothing more than mild sensations with the legs.

After I went for my 10 minute nap but slept through the beeper and was 15 minutes late for class!

Arrggg... maybe a little tired.

Wednesday June 24th

Around 2pm...

Lay down to do my keysounds. Relaxed... often I sort of drift in and out, at times there are minutes that pass between me making a sound. At times I feel semi-asleep but very relaxed and pleasant.

Today was a little different.

As usual the first 2-3 sounds make me feel a small woosh of energy pass from my genitals and down my legs... after that it dies away and the feelings are generally small.

Today...

Well here is my update, and the start of a new blog and journey.

My situation has changed considerably.

After worsening situations with my girlfriend due to both of our personal issues (past traumas, etc), living in a cramped house, and me trying to do too many things at once and feeling stifled that I couldn't.... things worsened to the point I didn't know what else to do but move out after an argument one time... under a strange kind of momentum.

The first...

Well after a long long break I am returning to this practice.

I have intended to for some time but there have been things that kept getting thrown up in the way, a biggie of course being time management.

I have found a way, however, to be able to schedule two 20 minute sessions in a week on a Tuesday and a Thursday and started this week.

I have been listening to the guided 20 minute session and really focusing on trying to get the sound right, trying to get...

I lay down for a session again last night.

Nothing was happening... then I realised I wasn't doing the keysound right, actually it was totally off.... I tried to change it but I couldn't find it within my memory what it was supposed to be.

I didn't feel like getting up to go to the computer to listen again so I just lay there and relaxed.

Nada.