I just got done crying. I allowed those sad feelings to come out and finally properly grieved for my cat. She passed away a few months ago at the age of 9. It happened as I was listening to Hootie and the Blowfish's "Let Her Cry". That song has proven to be a very good facilitator for me in allowing those sad feelings to have their 15 seconds of fame.

I was just sitting here thinking about the progress I've made with KSMO over the past year. My ability to feel those emotions...

It's been quite a while since my last blog post. It's been almost a year since I first started down this road to pleasure. I've had many, many sessions and felt things that I lack the words to describe adequately.

The feelings that had centred in my chest have now spread out through most of my torso. I have been able to achieve the buzzing, tingling, pleasurable sensations that many guys have reported feeling through use of one of the Aneros models. There have been a couple of occasions...

I just finished another nice session. In my chair, with no stimulation for about 20 minutes, then for another 10 minutes with nipple stim. I can still feel pleasant tingles and a slight buzzing sensation mostly in my thighs to just below my knees.

Lately during the morning hours at work, if I arch my back enough to cause my shirt to stretch over my nipples, I can create some awesome, near-orgasmic sensations. It also requires less and less pressure to reach these feelings.

While my KSMO sessions have not revealed any new sensations, I'm aware of changes going through my body in between sessions.

I'm starting to feel where the energy in my body is concentrated by tuning into the humming/tingling areas. I can feel it most strongly in my forehead, but also in the perineum. I can also sometimes feel it move upward through my body.

This morning I just finished another nipple stim session and WOW. On my orgasmic pleasure scale, with a 10 being...

I had session #12 on Saturday and session #13 today.

For the most part, I'm more comfortable sitting in my chair in front of the computer when I do these sessions. Laying on the bed is still nice but doesn't feel quite right. I don't know how to explain it.

Nothing new to comment on this time, except I decided to experiment a little with session #13. No erotic stimulation and I made the Key Sound "silently." I went through the breathing and just visualized in...