K Jack...some good news to share today.

I think my grandpa finally "got the hint" that I didn't want hugs from him anymore - since he never even tried to do that today.

He sat in chair next to mine - and for once -- I never flinched, showed any fear ... a HUGE step forward in courage for me !!! We even talked a little about my next trip to MI .

On another issue...I got to hold n play with/feed my great-nephew , who's just starting to cut...

Laly

"From there on, I was in high spirits the rest of the workshop. I didn't let anything get me down...I total change from that morning. The energy n spirit of the room just filled me completely!"

K-- to continue on ...

The energy in that room was enormous...I could hardly sit still...during breaks would go up in the open area close to speakers and I danced. The smile on my face huge as I did so. It was as if I had wings I could have flow- I felt that light...

Laly

HI...I've been through the emotional wringer the past few weeks. I shared some of it last night in the 1st chat session: Last longer in bed using the Multiple Orgasm Trigger™.

I'll try to explain more of what I said in chat.

For the one workshop, I explained that I had great fears in attending because of a few reasons : 1. the great number of people I saw signed up for the event , 2: My concerns over being able to hear the speaker (I am deaf in my right ear, severely...

Laly

I find myself in a somewhat unfamiliar area regarding KSMO. I had lost interesting all together in wanting to orgasm...for the pleasure, the magnificence of the awing feelings it aroused in me.
In fact I am coming to realize may be regressing back to when I first chose KSMO and that was to overcome the feeling of "needing" to orgasm/have sex in order to sleep - avoid nightmares. Once I realized or became aware of what I was doing , I stepped back and really berated myself something...

Laly

K- Ageless ...here is a link to some really wonderful network of counselors, therapists, etc.
http://www.aasect.org/directory.asp

Laly