Hello...I know it's been awhile since I last posted.

As some of you may know I've been doing research (and loving it) for the Great Gathering that Jack's having in July of this year.

As Jack mentioned talking about dreams and stuff, I lately have been experiencing some really wild and even weird ones (weird in the sense that they are so off base of my "normal" typical dreams).

Also , in their importance and significance, I was hoping to recall...

First of all...it's been awhile since I've written....so many things have been going on that I've just been able to make it through the day some days.

So I've been doing some inner soul searching and finding some things I found weren't making me happy but dragging me down-emotionally and mentally.

So I set aside my practice -- yet again and began to see and release what was no longer useful for me. I am happier than Ive been in a few months.

Just this...

After a conversation in the chat channel with rumel...about my using the term "ugly" in my blog before regarding the levels of the cloud I was watching.

His reply in thinking of the term he'd use as it being "pregnant" brought a such a shudder from me that I couldn't understand where he'd come up with that image. The mere thought of his suggestion of the "raining" down just sending confusion to my mind. Did he really want all the fear, mind noise, the...

Okay....today I spent a few hours of relaxing outside at the lake.

It is supposed to rain...and the wind was blowing cold. Too windy to do my cross-stitching, I instead began really listening to nature around me- the birds flying around- the wind blowing-things like that.

Then I began looking up at the clouds and noticing how they just flowed and moved with the wind- not really having a choice i suppose...but it did get my mind to thinking how "we" should...

WOW it's been a while since I posted.

Yesterday I had two of the most amazing experiences I've had in awhile. As you know (or maybe not) I've been learning about Reiki healing method- the use of your own body's energy for healing yourself (and others).

Yesterday I was testing out on how far my energy reach was and happens that a friend of mine in Florida was online and so together we tried sending energy to each other. It was an interesting experience for me...as...