Today was a weird day.

At lunch time came home to do my KSMO session... during the session I had weird images come into my head that were not erotic. During the session had nothing more than mild sensations with the legs.

After I went for my 10 minute nap but slept through the beeper and was 15 minutes late for class!

Arrggg... maybe a little tired.

Wednesday June 24th

Around 2pm...

Lay down to do my keysounds. Relaxed... often I sort of drift in and out, at times there are minutes that pass between me making a sound. At times I feel semi-asleep but very relaxed and pleasant.

Today was a little different.

As usual the first 2-3 sounds make me feel a small woosh of energy pass from my genitals and down my legs... after that it dies away and the feelings are generally small.

Today...

Well here is my update, and the start of a new blog and journey.

My situation has changed considerably.

After worsening situations with my girlfriend due to both of our personal issues (past traumas, etc), living in a cramped house, and me trying to do too many things at once and feeling stifled that I couldn't.... things worsened to the point I didn't know what else to do but move out after an argument one time... under a strange kind of momentum.

The first...

This morning during my diurnal erection period I hummed a key sound. This put me in a zone of total reception. No urge to move, full body pulsations and hard perineal contractions happening spontaneously. This is my first experiance of the zone in an aroused state. I have been there in meditative actvity but not like this! The natural chi being heightened in the morning seems to have been an easier access. Mog had mentioned his morning routines which planted the seed for this mornings adventure....

Another great session last night.

I started off with the key sound and decided I would see what things
would be like with minimal simulation. I was pleasantly surprised to
find that I was getting orgasms that were extremely intense and
equalled or even surpassed the ones I have had with penile simulation.
I found that keeping genital simulation to a minimal meant I could
carry on having orgasms ad infinitum.
I must have had about sixteen...