Wednesday June 24th

Around 2pm...

Lay down to do my keysounds. Relaxed... often I sort of drift in and out, at times there are minutes that pass between me making a sound. At times I feel semi-asleep but very relaxed and pleasant.

Today was a little different.

As usual the first 2-3 sounds make me feel a small woosh of energy pass from my genitals and down my legs... after that it dies away and the feelings are generally small.

Today...

Well here is my update, and the start of a new blog and journey.

My situation has changed considerably.

After worsening situations with my girlfriend due to both of our personal issues (past traumas, etc), living in a cramped house, and me trying to do too many things at once and feeling stifled that I couldn't.... things worsened to the point I didn't know what else to do but move out after an argument one time... under a strange kind of momentum.

The first...