Well, after the success in recent weeks I stumbled in my KSMO practice and fell into the trap of trying to make things happen. It's interesting how fine a line this can be. At some point I was enjoying the subtle sensations I was getting in my anal region from KSMO practice. I decided to explore this further and purchased a vibrator. Needless to say I got caught up in the trap of 'trying' to make things happen. Additionally from working out, working and lack of sleep I was feeling a bit agitated...